My special place

Hi @Former-Member

Thank you for that. I find it much easier to relate to people on here than in real life. I am lucky I have my Hubby as my main support.

I don't know what type of relationship I will have with my mother, I guess that is her decision.

I'm sorry you have lost your family

It's a hard one @Snowie My mum chose to ignore everything. For me, that was the hardest

The only thing I needed was my mother's support and I never got it @Snowie Just saying. I "get it"

I'm sorry you had to go through that @Former-Member and are going through it still.

I am not sure how it will turn out, I guess in time I will know.

All I do know is that it hurts me the most that she thinks I wasn't telling the truth.

I am numbing myself again. It worked last night, hoping it works again tonight.

Just getting through an hour at a time, not looking forward to tomorrows thoughts.

Anyone around?

I understand @Snowie I drink to try and cope with it all