My special place

My food has arrived @Snowie I need to go but will catch up later.

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Sending you some 💜 @Snowie, sorry that you're feeling like you don't want to be here. Is there anything you need tonight hun? Just want to make sure you're not alone in your feelings.

Thanks @Jynx just trying to distract myself.

That feeling of loneliness and no control can be so hard.

It's ok @Jynx

Just going to go

Thanks for everything

@Snowie it is rough hun, please try to be gentle with yourself. I will chat to you next time lovely 💜

@Snowie 💜💜💜 thinking of you

I don't care enough, I don't do enough

I never do anything I say I will

You said you would look after me and you're not

It's my fault that I don't get out more

My fault that the lady from respite hasn't emailed me yet

Whenever I start saying something you just walk away (because sticking around hearing everything you do wrong is so much fun)

You can't even be bothered coming down to see me (my fault that I didn't go see her till after 10 today. Didn't matter that I was doing washing and making dinner)

You have changed and not like you used to be. Thats because of everything in your head

It happened years ago, you should be over it by now

Obviously seeing people isn't helping

😢Just want to crawl into that hole. Never come out

No response needed

Oh @Snowie hon none of that is on you. I know you love and care about your mum and having her treat you like this and speak this way is not fair.
I really hope you hear back from the respite folks soon so there can be some distance between you and your mum a bit. I guess then you’ll never satisfy her with the frequency of visits yeah?

im not sure what else to say. But I’m really sorry and really sad that this hits you so much.

im not up to much this arvo if ya want some company?

ohhh my @Snowie

sending you soo many understanding hugs my sister

I know it is hard , I have been there

Please be gentle with yourself

Sending lots of love @Snowie at this time. You do more than enough for your mother and I don’t know why she says these things.

I do know that you are kindhearted, hardworking and caring. Please believe the truth about yourself 💜