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Something’s not right

My special place

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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@Snowie I'd be really upset by this too. This person has repeatedly let you down, yet you've kindly given them the benefit of the doubt.

I hear everything feels like it's going downhill causing you to sh. I just want to check if you need any medical attention?

How can we best support you here?

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Things weren't great and this has just made it worse @Ru-bee.

No one can get rid of my thoughts.

No I don't need medical attention.

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Yeah, I imagine it would be upsetting enough on its own, but on top of already not feel great it would be even harder to manage @Snowie

I'm really sorry today has turned out like this, I'm here with you

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It's not your fault @Ru-bee

It's my fault in trusting someone.

I'm so angry at myself.

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@Snowie I wonder how it would feel to try to put the fault on the person who couldn't keep their appointment?

I know it can be hard not to blame yourself, but the only person I can see this reflecting badly on is the SW. I know when I start really telling myself off over something like this it helps me to try to take a beat and then imagine that I was talking to a loved one in this situation instead.

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Deep down I know it's their fault @Ru-bee I keep telling myself this.

It just has brought up other things for me which I'm not coping with.

I think its better if I just go before I say things Im not allowed too or gets me in trouble.

Thank you for caring

Bye

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Hey @Snowie all good if you wanna skedaddle, but just letting you know I'm here if you do feel that you would like some connection 💜

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Thanks for the offer @Jynx

My brain just won't let it go.

My thoughts won't let up.

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@Jynx I'm scared of being alone right now (no one else is home)

Just going to go on Peer Group chat

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@Snowie I hope the Peer Group chat provides a good distraction 💖🫂
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