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My special place

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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I think we all have those days @creative_writer There are time where I don't get off the couch or out of bed. My psych is always on me about getting out of my house. I don't think she realises that getting out of bed can be an achievement.

It is a hard mindset to get out of. It is hard to give ourselves that break, to not be critical of ourselves.

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@Snowie I don’t think many people realise how hard it is. Sometimes it just feels like the thoughts surround you. I know they say to not fight them because they come out stronger, but it’s hard sitting with it

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It is hard sitting with them @creative_writer

I guess what helps me through is realising that it is ok to feel that way. To acknowledge that I am going to have those days, and thats ok.

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@Snowie I’ve been a mess tonight. I reckon this is the most intense it’s gotten for a while. I feel like I’m carrying so much and it’s exhausting

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I'm sorry it has been so hard for you tonight @creative_writer

Do you think maybe an early night is needed. Maybe try and get some sleep.

I will be in bed very soon. Didn't sleep much last night so tired tonight.

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@Snowie I’ve taken my meds and have started getting ready for bed. I’ll probably sleep early. Probably best before my thoughts get worse

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I will say goodnight @creative_writer i have just gotten into bed myself.

Talk tomorrow

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@creative_writer wrote:
She has said things like she would rather die than have the police come over for a welfare check (for my SI).

That is truly terrible @creative_writer , I'm so sorry to hear! 😢

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@Snowie Well done for your hard day at the hospital with your mother on Thursday.

How did you sleep last night, any better?

Thanks for asking how I am...my boss has called me in to work today as they are short-staffed due to Covid. That will throw me right out 😊

I hope today is a better day for you and you don't need so many prn (as I know they are limited)... 💙

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Hi @NatureLover

Slept a little better last night.

I've got a new watch which shows what type of sleep I get at night and the amount of times I wake up. Lets just say my sleep isn't that good.

I hope your work goes ok.

@creative_writer hoping you are feeling a little better this morning hon. Wishing you a good day

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