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My special place

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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@Snowie sorry didn’t mean to vanish. I just had a lot on my mind lately. I hope you are able to rest up today 💖🫂

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No need to be sorry @creative_writer

Just wanted to make sure you were ok.

How is your day going?

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@Snowie I didn’t have a good start to the day, too much shit I can’t explain.

How is your day going?

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Sorry to hear that @creative_writer

Am around if you need to chat about anything.

Day is ok. Got S to school and got to chemist. Besides that, the couch has been my friend.

Have you got any plans for today?

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@Snowie I don't really have words today to describe the emotions, I just feel agitated and depressed, it's a bad combination because it encourages unhelpful urges, I'm safe.

Nothing wrong with a couch day, particularly when you haven't had a good night of sleep.

I don't have as much planned, but really should get on with uni, I've been struggling so much with getting things done. Do you have plans?

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I'm sorry you are going through all that at the moment @creative_writer

I know things haven't been good recently.

Hope you can get some uni work done. At least it might help distract you a bit.

Nothing planned for the rest of the day.

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@Snowie it's a big red flag when SI thoughts escalate. I may be safe right now, but it's hard having to keep fighting these urges. I am not getting anything done rn for uni, can't seem to take my mind off things with these loud thoughts.

Maybe take it minute by minute. I hope you are able to fill your day in lots of self care ❤️

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I'm sorry things are at that point @creative_writer I know how hard it is to continuously fight. It can become so tiring and overwhelming. It can consume us. Is there something nice you can do for yourself?

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@Snowie I’m having lunch now, I’ll try to study again in a bit. Don’t have much appetite, but not eating will make things worse.

Are you doing much on the couch today? Like watching tv?

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Well done for having lunch hon @creative_writer Hard when we lose our appetite. Like other things, sometimes we have to force ourselves to eat.

I've just been watching some tv. Watching re runs of Friends at the moment. Something I don't have to really concentrate on. This is where my psych would tell me to get off the couch and do something. I don't think she realises how hard that can be.

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