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My special place

SnowieSenior Contributor15 Feb 2018, 9:51 am AEDT

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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Captain24Senior Contributor23 Apr 2024, 8:29 pm AEST

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I’m just getting them to go to the toilet and then I’m getting back in. @Snowie.

Now they have decided to be friends and play! That shouldn’t last long.

TW: Self-harm

Content/trigger warning

I did hurt myself though. I couldn’t control it. I feel so ashamed. I’m sorry. But I guess at least that’s it.

I did hurt myself though. I couldn’t control it. I feel so ashamed. I’m sorry. But I guess at least that’s it.

I can’t take my night meds though.

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Captain24Senior Contributor23 Apr 2024, 8:34 pm AEST

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Thank you @Snowie. I’m in bed now. I just have to stay here and fight the urge. I appreciate you waiting for me.

I hope you are able to sleep better tonight than you have been.

Thank you..

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SnowieSenior Contributor23 Apr 2024, 8:39 pm AEST

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Don't be ashamed @Captain24 I did earlier today. It is what it is.

I hope you are able to get some sleep tonight too.

Thank you for keeping me company tonight. I really appreciate it especially since you are hurting so much yourself.

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Captain24Senior Contributor23 Apr 2024, 8:40 pm AEST

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Sorry @Snowie. I ended up turning it around onto myself. Some support person I am.

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SnowieSenior Contributor23 Apr 2024, 8:43 pm AEST

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No need to be sorry @Captain24

Sometimes that support needs to go both ways.

We can always offer support at the same time as needing help too.

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor24 Apr 2024, 8:40 am AEST

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@Captain24 Sorry to hear you're struggling so much. I'm curious - why can't you take your night meds?

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor24 Apr 2024, 8:41 am AEST

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@Snowie That's not good that you were triggered but left hanging in your psych appt yesterday.

How are you feeling today?

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Captain24Senior Contributor24 Apr 2024, 8:45 am AEST

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Hey @NatureLover. Because I wouldn’t have taken them correctly..

Hey @Snowie

I hope today is reasonable for you

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor24 Apr 2024, 8:50 am AEST

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I did wonder if that was what you meant, @Captain24 .

How did you sleep without them?

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SnowieSenior Contributor24 Apr 2024, 9:26 am AEST

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Hi @NatureLover

Not much sleep last night. Just lots on my mind, couldn't shut it down.

How are you?

@creative_writer haven't heard from you for a few days. How are you going?

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