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Oh dear, @Snowie 😣

You must have the patience of a saint.

I'm OK thanks. Got to go out and meet friends today. I just want to stay at home quietly. I know you understand.

How are you feeling this morning?

I understand @NatureLover Went to a friends house for dinner last night. Hubby wanted to go. Just wanted to stay at home and hide. Prn helped a little.

I hope your outing goes ok hon. Can you choose how long you have to be there for? It is so hard being around others at time.

Feel like sh*t this morning. Not much sleep last night.

If you can do it, I can do it! @Snowie

It's at a busy shopping centre for lunch, so yes, I can leave when I want to. Not my favourite outing.

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@Snowie wrote:

Feel like sh*t this morning. Not much sleep last night.

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I'm sorry 😢 Can you nap during the day, or does that make it even harder to sleep the next night?

Glad you can leave when you want @NatureLover but I can understand that you will need to stay for awhile.

A busy shopping centre is hard work. Especially on a weekend when it will be even busier. Yes you can get through it hon.

If I have a nap I won't sleep tonight so will just grin and bear it. I have to go up the street but besides that I can chill at home.

Yes, the last place I want to be is a busy shopping centre. I don't even want to have a shower and get dressed up.

I'm glad you can chill after going up the street. I hope today is bearable for you 💙

@Snowie

It's hard when we have no motivation to do anything @NatureLover Sometimes we just have to force ourselves to do these things.

I really hope you can at least enjoy some moments of it today.

Why are 3 words "how are you" so hard to answer.

They just say it because it is the right thing to do. They don't want to know the truth.

@PizzaMondo totally agree. They do not make sense, I struggle to connect with people. Even with my supports when they ask, I struggle to tell them how I really am feeling. It is years of well learnt lies.

You see someone down the street, they ask "How are you?" Do they really want the truth? No. I don't think they would know how to respond to me if I said the truth. They just want a yes, you say it back to them, they say yes, niceties over.

One of the reasons why I avoid people, look the other way, walk the other way. It's too hard to have those conversations. All they do is talk about how good their life is. Complete opposite to mine.