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Hi my sis @outlander, how are you? what have you been doing?

i havent done a whole lot today @Snowie your post actually came up at a good time for a distraction for me too. have some stuff going on offline but its just the usual stuff with the kids being loud everyone talking over the top of each other etc.

i went to see my nurse today and that went ok, i had the bpd foundation email me back too and ask for my number so we can organise a phone appt.

hows things at your end? hows your day been?

@outlanderI am glad it is a distraction for you too. I don't know what I need so thought I would try on here. I am hoping you havent got the kids the whole night.

Are you at home? How is your Pop?

Glad you saw the nurse today and also good about the bpd foundation. Hopefully that can be a support for you.

I havent done much today. I feel guilty b/c I have to get D some things for dancing and I can't put it off any longer, have to do it tomorrow regardless of how I feel. I feel guilty for not doing anything. The house is a mess but I just don;t have the energy to clean it.

I can't talk about today's events, too much damage

@outlanderI am glad you don't have them and good that they are back at school, gives you your days back. I am glad your Pop is a bit better. My pop always used to be loud but that was b/c he wouldn't wear his hearing aids!!

She sounds like a nice nurse to help, we all need some of them in our lives.

Not really doing any better. Still a lot of self loathing happening.

@outlanderI am glad she is nice, seems to know you well.

I don't know what I need atm hun, just talking on here stops me from doing other things.....

Have done some distraction things today....

I emailed my psych yesterday but haven't heard back from him

We used to yell at my Pop and my Dad to put their hearing aids in all the time!!

@outlanderI will just wait till I see him. I know he will want to discuss my e-mail tomorrow as I was really honest with him. If I don't go tomorrow than I know he will ring me. I am just hoping he doesn't mention the H word. I don't want to go back in again.

The dizziness seems to have gone so haven't gotten it checked out. Might have been a side effect to a med.

Have you got any plans for tomorrow?

im glad you were honest with him @Snowie i hope that he can come up with some ways to help you. i know those worries youd have from the H word as i get those too. see how it goes tomorrow though.

good the dizziness has gone, seems all your meds are in your system now so mightve been that intital reaction. hopefully it doesnt come back again.

hmm tomorrow- had to think of what day it was. not alot on tomorrow. wednesday usually a quiet day but again changes at any minute. ill need to go put some money on a layby and pay a few bills but thats all.

any plans for you tomorrow besides your appt and gettin Ds dance stuff?