My special place

It's about a two hour drive from the hospital @Bow They wouldn't give me leave for that long. In all honesty I'm not sure they would give me leave anyway.

Hubby has my meds day and night meds but not my prn's. I started on a new prn that other day and haven't handed it over.

My pdoc asked some really hard questions which I don't think I can repeat on here.

That’s rough @Snowie im sorry things are so hard. Do you think an admission is for the best though? Is there anyone else who can take your mum to her appointment?

There's no one else that can take her @Bow My brother is useless.

I don't think I have a choice really. My pdoc is pushing for it and for ect.

He has already sent the paperwork through to the hospital.

If I keep doing what I'm doing then it's not going to end up well.

I’m so sorry @Snowie 😞

Just got an email from my pdoc @Bow He spoke to my psych this afternoon. Not sure if this is a good or bad thing. I guess at least they are communicating now.

Always a good thing that everyone’s on the same page and communicating @Snowie

I guess so @Bow as long as they are not scheming behind my back.

Going to head to PGC. Thanks for the talk. I didn't even bother asking you if you are ok?

Yeah it’s hard when it feels like they are doing that @Snowie but I guess they always have our best interests in mind… it’s just that sometimes we don’t always agree or like what they do.

im not ok. I’m physically not well and just getting worse and my heads in a really bad place. And I’m really not feeling comfortable on the forums at the moment. Don’t feel like I belong. Don’t feel safe. But oh well.

You definitely belong here @Bow! You're such a solid part of this community, wouldn't be the same without you 💜

Also hi @Snowie! Enjoy the PGC 😁

I know it has been a big few days/weeks for you @Bow

I'm sorry things have gotten to this stage.

Is your support system helping at all?

The forums can be a tricky place to be. I need the forums support, yet at the same time I feel like I am taking that support from someone who needs it more then me. I also get scared that people have had enough of my whinging, as I have had enough of it myself.