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My special place

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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Well I hope it goes fast for you @outlander

my day has been hard. I did things I shouldn't have.

@GezzaP breaking it down into smaller achievable goals sounds like a good idea. I really hope it works for you.

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My day has been okish @Snowie one step closer to going home- moved out of ICU

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Thats good to hear @Bow

I'm sorry you ended up in there at all. I know how much of an internal struggle you have been having. Hopefully you are not in there for much longer.

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thats not good @Snowie i hope you can get through today abit better

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I don't know what is wrong and why I can't shift my mood @outlander It just seems to be this constant internal struggle with myself and the urges are winning. I'm sure people are over me because I am over myself. Im meant to see my gp tomorrow. Just want to cancel it.

Do you have to work tomorrow?

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Thanks @Snowie I am battling because I have a smoker in the house. He doesn’t have any smokes but it is so tempting to just give him the money for his work and go and buy some smokes. Hi @outlander

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@Bow Hi please take care of yourself

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Hopefully just a couple more days they have said @Snowie all my test results are finally starting to look ok.

hi @GezzaP you must be new around here.

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Must be hard with another smoker in the house @GezzaP Hopefully they don't smoke in front of you.

Glad to hear your results are starting to look ok @Bow I am sure D will be excited when you get home. Does she come visit you or would you rather her not?

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No she doesn’t come in. I’d rather her not see me like this. I’m already a huge disappointment and have let her down so much.

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