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My special place

SnowieSenior Contributor15 Feb 2018, 9:51 am AEDT

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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In response to: My special place

SnowieSenior Contributor20 July 2023, 10:41 pm AEST

Re: My special place

I'd lie if I said I was somewhat ok. I'd also lie if I said that this 3 month psych hiatus hasn't affected me.

I'm not proud on what I have done but without these supports in place, did I really think it would be sunshine and roses.

I tried to reach out to others, but just got one set back after enough, or worse no contact. Everywhere is too full to take on a helpless case like myself. I don't blame them, just me.

I know people say enough is enough. Does this just mean that things are bad or are at that breaking point. I feel like I am at the point of no return.

The pain, worry, shame do not subside.

Life just isn't meant to be lived this way.

Sorry for the rant