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Sleep well my dear friend @Snowie

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@Snowie I don't know if Mothers Day is difficult or enjoyable for you - possibly both? I hope it was as much enjoyable as possible.

Thanks all @NatureLover @Eve7 @Bow @Captain24 and anyone else reading along.

Yesterday was hard when it should have been a nice day.

My mother played the victim all day because I don't see my brother. She made quite a few snide remarks about family and how her family were torn apart because of me and how family should forgive and forget.

We had Hubbys family over for dinner which went ok, but by that stage I had just had enough of the day. Thank god for prn's that helped me get through the day.

Went to bed as soon as everyone had gone. Mentally I was exhausted.

If you have read this then thanks, and I hope you have a great day.

Sorry yesterday was such a difficult day for you @Snowie i hope that your kids made up for it a little bit and showered you with love!

@Bow my kids were great. D worked lunchtime and S worked dinner so really only got to see them both in the morning. I guess the joys of part time jobs!!

I knew it was coming from my mum so braced myself for it, but didn't make it any easier. She certainly knows how to play the victim. She has been like that for a long time.

Just had a run in with my mum. Have to take her for an MRI next Monday. They think she might have had a mini stroke awhile ago. She is also claustrophobic so they will have to give her something to calm her down so she doesn't freak out.

She also just told me I have no compassion at all and that I don't care because I don't seem to care if she has had one or not and I haven't asked her if she is ok. There is no wining with her.

I am who I am. I just figure that there is no point stressing herself out about something that might not have happened. She is already acting like she already has had one. Of course she would never say that in front of others.

I really don't need her saying things to me, I feel bad enough just being me.

Also hubby forgot to get some prn out for me for today.

Sorry for the rant.

@Snowie 💕

Squishy hugs @Snowie I think you are very Kindhearted, loving and compassionate.

Do you want a cuppa? 💜🩵

Hi @Eve7

A cuppa sounds nice. Just put tea in the oven.

I have no appetite tonight @Snowie but I have just enjoyed a cuppa.