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I'm concerned that you might have some sort of eating disorder @Snowie 💔 on top of everything else you suffer 😞

Sending wishes that you can eat enough 💙

Saw my psych this morning. Only got through one thing that I wanted to talk about. The whole session. She wanted to know what I deserved and what made me happy. I said nothing. And now I am meant to wait another 2 weeks to talk again. What does 50 mins give me, nothing. I still have all this vent up anger and anxiety inside of me. I can't do this. I have all this weight holding me down. It is impossible. I want a break from myself, from all of this, from life.

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Hey there @Snowie

Was this the SANE Webchat?

Would you consider giving the SANE drop in line a call instead?

Sitting with you 💘

Amber22

yes @amber22 sane chat

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Ah I see, hopefully it will be up and running again soon @Snowie In the meantime, would giving the SANE Drop In Line a call be something you would want to do right now? It might be good to chat to someone on the other end of the line, we're here to chat whenever you feel comfortable 💘

ok @amber22

will ring someone

@Snowie Gonna sit with you for a bit.

sorry you didn’t get through much with your psychologist, this is my fear too, and then having to wait 2 weeks til I see her next.

I too had been concerned about what you mentioned @NatureLover but wasn’t sure if it was ok to mention? I know it can be confronting but what do you think? Can send you a link if you think it might be helpful.

@Bow

This 2 week wait is agonizing, it is all too hard.

I don't want to annoy her and email her. Then she would probably call hubby or someone else.

I know something is wrong with what @NatureLover mentioned. It's the only thing I can control. I have no control over anything else.

I hope you were able to talk to someone @Snowie. I’m sorry things are so hard right now. Please know that I’m thinking of you