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My special place

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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I was the opposite. I could write the book but I couldn't journal.

I have journaled in the past, but they were such angry, hostile, raging, depressed thoughts. I was stressed that someone would find the journal. Hence that anxiety got the better of me and I never wrote again.

@Snowie - cavoodle is cavalier and poodle? Brown?

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@Shaz51 they are a great breed.

@tyme yes cavalier and poodle. She is a tan colour and a bundle of joy. However I am feeling she puts a smile on my face.

I am scared that my husband will find my journal but I hide it in different places all the time. Most of the time they are hostile, angry thoughts, but it does help getting them out.

I have tried journalling tonight but it hasn't helped with all the feelings inside of me. It's like they are ready to burst out.

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May for tonight it's not about words or writing... maybe it's just about knowing there is a BIG hug here for you and that we are sitting with you.

No words needed.

HUGSSSSS! @Snowie

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huugggs my awesome @Snowie xoxox

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Saw this and thought of you @Snowie Not sure if it will help you. Sorry if I keep giving inappropriate tips.

Keep taking care .. of you .. of family ... and business ....

ooops edit ... better include link. lol

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RljnDLOJwd8

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@Appleblossom you are not giving inappropriate tips hon. Your tips have been great and I really appreciate them. I have some spare time today and will certainly watch it. Hopefully it answers some of my questions I have roaming around in my head.

I hope your day goes well today.

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Thats good @Snowie

I like it also cos she goes into a lot of mothery stuff. My times like that were heavily interspersed with complicated extra stuff including state and steps and husbands exes ...

Have a day Bella ... Good enuff I hope ...

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@Snowie Sending hugs... 💙

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The anger has passed for now, which is good. It has been replaced by sadness.

I don't know where these emotions are leading me. I don't understand myself at times.

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@Snowie 💕

wondering how you are doing today?

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