My special place

I’m here for you @Snowie. I don’t see it as whinging. You can say what ever you need to to help. I’m willing to listen. If you feel like you need time out that’s ok. I will be thinking of you

@Snowie Well done for telling about your not eating even if you didn't mention the SI. That would have been hard to say, about the not eating.

Hoping you can get in earlier than a month 🤞

Just popping in to say I’m thinking of you @Snowie

I'm going to cancel my planned ECT sessions. I feel no use in doing them. All they do is affect my short term memory, which I hate. I don't see it as maintenance, I just see it as another way for the hospital to get money.

Supporting you in whatever you decide @Snowie

💜💜💜

Thanks @Eve7

How are you going?

I am shxt @Snowie but I see pdoc in the morning and I wonder what she’ll suggest.

I’m with @Eve7, I will support you in whatever decision you make @Snowie

I'm sorry to hear that @Eve7 but glad you see your pdoc in the morning.

Hopefully they can help you.

Sitting here with you 💕💕

Had a phone call just before tea saying that 6 extra ECT sessions are approved. That means I am meant to have another 8 sessions altogether. I don't know how my pdoc will take the news. Not sure what he will say. Worried he will put me back into hospital and make me do them in there.

Spoke to someone last night. Unfortunately it didn't really go well. Just told me things that I already knew. Have tried to keep my mind busy today. Ended up journalling a fair bit today and doing word finds. At the moment the journalling helps so will continue to do it. Just worried if H finds it and reads it, so trying to hide it in different places.

I hope you all have a good night tonight.