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My special place

SnowieSenior Contributor15 Feb 2018, 9:51 am AEDT

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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Eve7Senior Contributor22 Mar 2023, 6:37 pm AEDT

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You ok @Snowie ?

💜💜💜

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SnowieSenior Contributor22 Mar 2023, 6:42 pm AEDT

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@Eve7

Just trying to deal with everything.

ECT, my mum, my D, hospital, just doesn't seem to end.

How are you?

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Eve7Senior Contributor22 Mar 2023, 6:59 pm AEDT

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I’m listening @Snowie You have a lot happening in your world right now. Sending 🤗 hugs and cuppas..

I did the training today, even though I had a bit of a panic attack this afternoon. Home now

💜☘️💜

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creative_writerSenior Contributor22 Mar 2023, 7:09 pm AEDT

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@Snowie and @Eve7, sitting with you both 🫂💖🫂💖. You’re both amazing and inspirational people.

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SnowieSenior Contributor22 Mar 2023, 7:18 pm AEDT

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Hi @creative_writer thank you, I hope your day has gone well today. How are you going?

@Eve7 I'm sorry about the panic attack. Glad you are home now, hopefully you can have some 'me' time and have a bit of R&R tonight.

Things seem to be going haywire at the moment. On top of everything, D has appointment at childrens hospital on Saturday, then a telehealth appointment with them next Monday. Plus my Mum's gp appt. Friday. Just keeps piling up, with little control. I really thought getting out of the hospital was a good thing, now I'm not sure. Lots of thoughts at the moment.

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creative_writerSenior Contributor22 Mar 2023, 7:28 pm AEDT

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@Snowie, not doing good, but that’s just life.

It does sound like there is a lot going on around D’s and your mum’s appointments, it makes a lot of sense to feel overwhelmed, especially since you just left the hospital. Sending you lots of hugs 🫂

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SnowieSenior Contributor22 Mar 2023, 7:37 pm AEDT

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@creative_writer it's hard when normal life seems difficult all the time. 'Thats just life' shouldn't be the norm.

I hope you can get some sleep tonight and tomorrow is a little better for you.

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creative_writerSenior Contributor22 Mar 2023, 7:41 pm AEDT

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@Snowie, maybe I’ve come down for adrenaline rush for uni. I was really caught up in my assignment. I felt like my mood had improved. I’m dead tried now and cranky. All I want to do is curl up as a ball and cry. So much so for trying to “stay busy”. It took so much willpower to be productive, it helped momentarily but I just ended with a crash.

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SnowieSenior Contributor22 Mar 2023, 7:47 pm AEDT

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I can understand that @creative_writer

Sometimes it takes so much energy and willpower to keep on top of things but unfortunately it doesn't last. I thought coming out of hospital I was so much better. That didn't last, I feel like I've crashed and burned.

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creative_writerSenior Contributor22 Mar 2023, 7:56 pm AEDT

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@Snowie, some things are just not sustainable over long term. It doesn’t help society tells you to keep yourself constantly busy so you have no time to think. There is unhealthy and healthy busyness.

I think healing isn’t linear too. Healing can even be painful at times. It’s easy to feel like we haven’t improved once we start feeling worse again, you have still come a long way since the hospital.

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