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I hope she is ok @Zoe7

Am going to bed. Really don't want to stay awake any longer, can't see the point. Don't think I should either.

Thanks for your support today. I hope tomorrow is a good day for you.

@Snowie I'm sorry to hear your mother is so abusive 😞

I think @Zoe7 's advice is good.

Hopoe you are OK and that today is a better day for you 💙

It is so windy here today @Snowie Things are blowing around everywhere. I have moved a few things out of the wind and will be spending the day inside. I have already been to my parents' place to drop off Mum's things before it became gale force ...so pleased to be home out of it now. The wind is still a massive trigger for me so a lot of self-care today ...and possibly sleep to get through it if I can sleep through the wind.

How are you today Hon? Did the early night help at all?

Good Morning @Snowie @Zoe7 @NatureLover @Bow @Captain24

I hope today is good for you all How is Clover @Zoe7 ?

I spoke to my sister last night @Snowie My mother lives with my sister and family. My sister refuses to have our brother visit. He lives rent free at Mum’s. For Christmas Day my sister and family weee invited to their daughter’s new in laws. Mum didn’t want to go but sister gave her no option and said “you’re coming”. All went well and brother thinks no one loves him. I haven’t spent Christmas with them for years or not since deciding I’d had enough of our alcoholic father. We have a big family and it was all so stressful with mad aunts, crazy cousins, drug addicted bro and the alcohol.

Now you know why I live in Qld! I was stressed cooking for my little family but it was pleasant.

Take care hon 💜💜💜

I have checked Clover's teeth and gums @Eve7 There is some inflammation but she is eating. I will need to take her back to the vet when her usual vet returns in 2 weeks and I suspect she will want to take her teeth out. We had been trying to avoid that by using cleaning wipes but it looks like they have had little effect. I will increase the cleaning to twice a day to see if that helps ...but not overly hopeful.

I hear you about family Hon - can be so hard but glad you are away from it all.

Poor little clover @Zoe7 Please give her a hug from Auntie Eve.

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I absolutely will @Eve7 ...and I love the sound of Auntie Eve ...my fur babies are the luckiest in the world to have so many wonderful aunties and uncles 😺🐶💕😘

I can't seem to do anything right. I tried but failed. Sleeping most of the day away.

Had ECT this morning. It went ok. Not many people there so didn't have to wait long.

The nurse asked if I was ok and had any bad thoughts. Before I could say the truth she had already started ticking the boxes. What was the point in even asking me.

Have already called someone this afternoon. I don't want to do this anymore.

Well that nurse is earning her money….NOT!! How dare she!!!

@Snowie

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