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Hi @Bow

How are you going? How has your day been?

Just struggling at the moment. Could use some company

Hey @Snowie

my day has mostly been okish up until just recently. Rather angry and angst at the moment. Could punch something.

sorry your struggling. Happy to sit with you

Sorry to hear that @Bow

Happy to listen.

Hi @outlander how are you going?

I tried really hard today but it all feels like for nothing.

Happy to listen @Snowie if it will help

My pdoc is insisting that I do another 8 rounds of ECT. I am really against it but am worried he will make me. Hubby wants to go to the next psych appt. with me. I am not against it but if he goes then I know I will close down and not say what I need to say.

I just feel like things are getting out of my control. Scared that I will end up in hospital against my will. Scared that my thoughts will get the best of me.

@Bow

Not sure if I read it correctly…. Or remember correctly, but last time I was inpatient under section, I read on the info sheet I was given that they can’t make you have ECT against your will. If you don’t want it, I don’t think they can make you @Snowie

Could hubby go for part of your appointment? Then turf him out so you can have time to talk freely?

Hopefully if you are working from home that you can get more done without distractions around @outlander

I hope your tests go ok.

@Bow I don't think they can make me have ect but my pdoc has already put the form into the hospital I have had it from in the past. Maybe it is better if I had it. I can't keep going like this. I don't want to either.

I have thought about hubby only coming in for a bit to my next appt. I do close down when he is in the room and make things seem better then they really are.