My special place

I still say I am fine when I am not. It is just my go to response.

I really tried to get out of the house but just couldn't do it.

Spiraling downhill.

Hi @Snowie ,

I know yesterday was a particularly difficult time for you. It sounds like today is also challenging. At this point in time, what is your protective factor that empowers you to push on?

We all care about you here. You are a very special member here.

Sitting with you,

tyme

Thanks @tyme

I am meant to be going away on Friday so am trying to hang onto that. It is hard however. My mind is telling me so many different things at the moment. Just trying to get through tonight safely.

@Snowie - Going away sounds pleasant. I may be going away next week some time. I don't bother planning anymore because things always change. I have a family member that plans for me and I always tell them to let me know a day or two in advance when we are going and for how long... then I just go.

This is a huge change for me. I used to be so organised in everything.. but now, I've got other priorities, and so I just take whatever comes 🙂

Do you have someone around with you tonight? Family? Friends? Don't forget we here at SANE are around you tonight 🙂

tyme

I hope you do get to go away next week @tyme It sounds like some time with your family might be good.

I normally organise everything to go away. Hubby isn't that good at organising!!

I have my Hubby around tonight. I was going to try and have a bath with some bath bombs and then go to bed early. I am trying not to sleep during the day so I can sleep a little better at night.

That sounds lovely @Snowie . I haven't had a bath bomb in years!!!! Enjoy it on my behalf 🙂

tyme

Today has been another hard day. Paying again for my actions last night. Not sure when things are going to get easier but I wish it would be soon.

Managed to have a shower and go up the supermarket. Meant getting dressed so a huge win there.

My nights still seem long and hard.

I wish my psych was still around but she is on holidays. She deserves them but makes it hard. Harder then I thought it would be.