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Hello my special sister @Snowie

II know it's been an especially long time since I stopped by here. But I never stop thinking about my forum family. It pains to hear life is still so difficult for you. Wrapping my arm gently around you .

@Snowie I just popped in to ask whether you had found a good new GP at the same clinic?

And then I caught up on this:

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@Snowie wrote:

My days and nights have been hard and exhausting am just barely getting through.

My MH has been deteorating lately. My MH has done irreversible damage and am paying for it now. My SH ans SI have taken over lots lately. My life is crumbling without much success to try and safe it.

I am just not ready for a return yet, the too hard basket is overflowing and budlging in every which way.

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Am so very sorry to hear 💔

Am sending wishes for you, for some hope, for some improvement in your MH, for the SI to ease, for you to be able to sleep at night...

Lots of hugs 💙

Hi all

Have been having sometime out for awhile.

The days have been hard and the nights even harder. I am hanging on somehow however.

Been trying to stay busy but wanting to do nothing all at the same time.

Kids are on holidays now so at least I can have a bit of a sleep in which is nice when I can sleep 😏. Been tracking my sleep and most of it is light sleep or awake.

Still trying to find a new gp. There seems to be more and more leaving and they haven't been able to replace them. I understand that and know that there is a shortage of doctors, especially in rural areas like where I live. No one wants to drive or move here. I can get into a gp but it is trying to find one that is good with mental health that is the problem.

Spoke to my pdoc this morning by phone and he changed my meds a little bit. Will have to notify the chemist of the change. Also saw my psych this morning too. Spoke to her about a few things. She is going on holidays too so won't be able to see her for the next month. We spoke about things I can do or people I can reach out to if things get worse. I am trying to follow what she says but is super hard at the moment. Spoke about my increase in SH and SI. She mentioned hospital again but I really don't want to go in during school holidays. I guess that will be the last option.

So for now I just continue trying to get through each day as best as I can. Am having dog cuddles and a cuppa at the moment. Least it is warm inside!

Thanks for reading this is you made it this far.

Sending lots of love to all 💌💌

Thanks for your update @Snowie ...Sorry to hear about your insomnia 😞

I know how hard it is to find a new GP - I had to do that last year. It took most of the year to find one.

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@Snowie wrote:

...my increase in SH and SI.

I am just so sorry to hear about this 😞

Sending wishes for your SH and SI to ease, and for your insomnia...
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I will never ignore you @Snowie

Sending lots of love 💙🤗💜🤗💜🤗💙 and hoping today has been a tiny bit better.

Hi to whoever is reading this.

The last few days have been a struggle. I did something silly last night and am paying for it now. Tried to get into the gp but they are full for the next 5 days. More patients and less doctors where I live makes it hard to get in for a last minute appointment. I finally had a shower this morning and did a load of washing. Will take that as a win.

My med increase hasn't really helped, just made me more tired. I just wish this was all over.

Am going to try and stay awake today if I can. Will have to see how I go.

@Snowie Sorry it’s tough at the moment 😞

Would really like some company if anyone is around