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How do i begin what do i say? Im sorry if is this just sounds like jibberish.
It hurts to be alive. I cant even think of words to say anymore. Im crying but mostly because i have some understanding of how it would effect others if i was to go. Ive delt with MH for more of my life than i havnt. Im not even sure what this will achieve posting this. Im just feeling awful and low. Sorry. And thank you for your time
im glad your trusting your gp and i hope you have some success with the mental health team. you deserve and need support and help too @Former-Member
make sure you take care of yourself tongiht and tomorrow esp after draining sessions
hugs
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Unknown userMember
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Thinking of you @Former-Member trusting things are going well enough for you and that your dr has been able to help.
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@outlander i got a call yesterday and one again today i have an appointment with the accute MH people/person i donn
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^^^^ooops!
I dont know what it involves or what they can do, they keep aksing me what i think they can do to help. I dont know. Im just reaching out when it gets like this as ive been told to do. Just not sure
@Former-Member thanks ita been tough everthings confusing on not sure whats when. Really hard at the moment. Hope your doing ok xxx
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Thats a good start @Former-Member mostly they assess for your safety and just help you with services and counselling so try and be as honest as you can with them so they have a good idea and work out the best options for you
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Thanks @outlander, im quiet scared to be honest. Ive been under MH before so at least i have some idea what to expect i guess. Will see just have to try not to think about it and hope i dont wake to early so my morning is long! Thanks foe taking time for out for me xxx
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Thats ok @Former-Member is your appt tomorrow? Its ok to be nervous. They arent as scary as they seem
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Yeah in the morning @outlander trying not to think about it but so very hard. Hope your night isnt to long and you manage some sleep
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Hope you got some sleep last night @Former-Member and your appt goes well for you this morning
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@outlander thanks hun, i guess it went as well as expected i guess. The acute team see people for 6-12 weeks so hopefully i wont need it after that and all this is just a bump in the road. They are talking about possible med icrease and a different prn as well for times when the thoughts are at the worst. I see her monday again i have to do a few things before then and involves letting someone know thay i have been trying to avoid not coz they will respond bad, but just didnt wanna do it again to them. Its not gonna be easy. They are quiet concered for me more so when she knew what i have. But the things i have to do are to keep me safely in the community coz otherwise is hospital and just no thanks. I just wish it wasnt this way but it is. However i also recieved really possivie feed back from both Dr and lady i seen today that im doing the right thing and reaching out when i need it even if it makes me feel bad and so forth. I guess she was happy with how proavtice ive been in trying to help myself i donno. We shall see i guess. Im exhausted and will be heading out again for school pick up soon. Hope your days been ok darl xxx
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