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seriously struggling right now

Eden1919Senior Contributor10 Jan 2018, 10:16 pm AEDT

seriously struggling right now

I dont know if anyone is around at the moment but i am having a super super super hard time and i really dont know what to do anymore. I have tried the crisis team, my case manager, kids helpline, suicide call back service, headspace an lifeline and nothing is working i have tried all my distractions and i feel horrible meds arent helping therapy isnt helping being around people isnt helping and everything is falling appart i have lost all hope and i feel like it is just a matter of when i end things not if.... i have actually completely run out of options even hospital didnt help there is nothing and no one left and i dont think i can keep doing this long term. i dont even know if anyone will read this anyway i dont even know what i am asking.

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MDTSenior Contributor13 Jan 2018, 11:05 pm AEDT

Re: seriously struggling right now

I am about @Eden1919 as well

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Eden1919Senior Contributor13 Jan 2018, 11:09 pm AEDT

Re: seriously struggling right now

Thanks @Former-Member and @MDT there is no one i can call i am trying to be safe but it is very hard.

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Unknown userMember13 Jan 2018, 11:12 pm AEDT

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Well you have me and @MDT if you need to talk to. There are also mods here that you can email and have a chat too if you need. I find the SANE mods a lot better than any of the other helplines

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MDTSenior Contributor13 Jan 2018, 11:15 pm AEDT

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so long as you are in a safe place atm that's all that matters @Eden1919

ebs and flows

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Eden1919Senior Contributor13 Jan 2018, 11:17 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member thanks maybe i will just try and sleep again then i dont have to feel anything.

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Unknown userMember13 Jan 2018, 11:19 pm AEDT

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sounds like a good idea @Eden1919. Come back on if you can't, there is normally always someone about.

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Eden1919Senior Contributor14 Jan 2018, 10:02 pm AEDT

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I am feeling even worse today i am not coping at all. i am having so much trouble with food and things and i want to talk about it with someone but i have no one and i am not allowed to on here. i just want to cry and hurt myself i cant stand this i really cant.

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Unknown userMember14 Jan 2018, 10:11 pm AEDT

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Hi @Eden1919

You can talk on here about things worrying you, you just have to be careful about what words you use.

If you need to cry, than let it out.

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catgirlSenior Contributor14 Jan 2018, 10:17 pm AEDT

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@Eden1919 ..please dont do anything ...i hear what you are going through..i have been there myself and i can you that its not the answer...your MI could be making the thoughts worse for you i know mine does...i was hospitalised 3 times last year and am determined not to go at all this year...i miss my cat too much when im in hospital...ill be online for about another hour of you need to talk..please reach out and dont hurt youself...PLEASE
catgirl 🐾

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Eden1919Senior Contributor19 Jan 2018, 11:21 pm AEDT

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I wish I could talk openly here but about this I can't which makes me feel even more alone. I really don't know what to do anymore I feel so awful and hopeless.

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