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seriously struggling right now

Eden1919Senior Contributor10 Jan 2018, 10:16 pm AEDT

seriously struggling right now

I dont know if anyone is around at the moment but i am having a super super super hard time and i really dont know what to do anymore. I have tried the crisis team, my case manager, kids helpline, suicide call back service, headspace an lifeline and nothing is working i have tried all my distractions and i feel horrible meds arent helping therapy isnt helping being around people isnt helping and everything is falling appart i have lost all hope and i feel like it is just a matter of when i end things not if.... i have actually completely run out of options even hospital didnt help there is nothing and no one left and i dont think i can keep doing this long term. i dont even know if anyone will read this anyway i dont even know what i am asking.

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utopiaSenior Contributor13 Jan 2018, 2:28 am AEDT

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Oh @Eden1919 - you are going through such a painful time. I'm so sorry. Those suicide thoughts do wear us down.
Me - I try to distract myself as much as possible so I don't hear the negative self talk.
If you are able to sleep, I find that also helps. Gives you a break from the thoughts. And that's what we need to focus on right now. A quiet break.
Know there are people here to talk to. Who are willing to listen. Who hear you.
Sweet dreams dear eden.

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Unknown userMember13 Jan 2018, 10:37 am AEDT

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Hi @Eden1919, sorry you are going through so much at the moment. Just dropping by to say I am hearing you and seeing how you are today? Big hugs hun

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Eden1919Senior Contributor13 Jan 2018, 10:41 pm AEDT

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Well the one thing i was holding on for is not there anymore i might be able to go sooner than i thought. i just cant do this.

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Unknown userMember13 Jan 2018, 10:44 pm AEDT

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Hi @Eden1919 seems like you are struggling tonight. Did you want to talk about it?

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MDTSenior Contributor13 Jan 2018, 10:45 pm AEDT

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hey @Eden1919

haven't seen you around here before

I'm about for a little bit if you need to chat

i have dealt with SI before

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Eden1919Senior Contributor13 Jan 2018, 10:50 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member @MDT thanks i really just dont know what to do anymore everything is a mess and i am really not coping everything is coming back and i cant do it and i am scared and i am so stressed and i have no one to contact and i just cant do it.

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MDTSenior Contributor13 Jan 2018, 10:53 pm AEDT

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are you diagnosed with anything in particular @Eden1919 ?
Up to you if you want to share that info btw, but i was just gonna say that if you were then its important to remember that SI could be part of it.

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Unknown userMember13 Jan 2018, 10:54 pm AEDT

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@Eden1919I understand. I struggle with SI thoughts constantly, on meds, see pdoc and psych and sometimes feel like there is no hope.

You can do it because you have been. Yes it is hard and sucky and totally not fair. But you are strong enough. Keep talking on here and get out what you need to. We are here listening to you

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Eden1919Senior Contributor13 Jan 2018, 10:59 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member I just feel like i am done and i am so scared because i feel like if i tell anyone things arent working then they will hurt me because of what they have been saying and it is complicated and i just i cant do this i have to just go quietly and make sure no one will find me and my head is all over the place and i just cant really do this anymore.

@MDT I am diagnosed with many things (i have had over 10 different ones) but the main 3 are OCD, BPD, Schizoaffective disorder.

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Unknown userMember13 Jan 2018, 11:02 pm AEDT

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@Eden1919I know you are scared and feel like you are done. Is there someone you can reach out to tonight at all? I am happy to keep talking to you. Are you safe tonight?

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