outlanderSenior Contributor
rough time
is anyone around to talk to atm
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Teejyou havent minimised anything, no i appreciate your help. Thank you. And thank you for sharing some of your story too.
I dont even know what my passions are. I think i know or i get into a groove and then something else pops up and makes me question it. I dont know my goals anymore. I dont really think ive had any or if i did i havent stuck with them. I dont know who i am under all the roles and expectations and my own mh. The only thing atm i my mind giving me grief about staying alive and i shoudnt be here. I wish i could breathe in peace just for a while.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Thanks @MDT
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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How do I learn to be my own best friend when i have so many thoughts of being unworthy etc. I cant do one thing for myself without getting a lecture from.my brain or from someone else. I got so upset earlier i threw my painting in the bin. Over a brush. I couldnt get thr brush strokes right and rhe more i looked at it unfinished the worse i felt end result was the bin. I feel like im going crazy.
Baby steps and skill building... it feels like a never ending baby steps journey.
@Faith-and-Hope
Baby steps and skill building... it feels like a never ending baby steps journey.
@Faith-and-Hope
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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It can definitely feel like that @outlander.
I will have a scout and see if I can find a list of suggestions. That might help.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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I wish offline was like here @Former-Member
I dont have much luck offline when it comes to people at all. I tend to stay away from people now and just have passerby convos 'hi how are you and keep walking.
I dont have much luck offline when it comes to people at all. I tend to stay away from people now and just have passerby convos 'hi how are you and keep walking.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Thank you @Faith-and-Hope i appreciate your help
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MDTSenior Contributor
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@outlander have you tried writing things down? Like goals hobbies and such?
Could you pursue some of them as a job? Like go on etsy and have a look? Of you have a creative mind you can use that.
I remember you talking about nursing too. Could you maybe do that by correspondence?
Could you pursue some of them as a job? Like go on etsy and have a look? Of you have a creative mind you can use that.
I remember you talking about nursing too. Could you maybe do that by correspondence?
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Back later @outlander
Now I’ve upset d again.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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I wanted to study but i cant afford it nor do i have the brain capacity right now @MDT maybe after june itll become easier. Itll have surpased my first sa attempt and hospital admission.
Yes i have tried wriring things down however i have no trust that people stay out of my room so i throw it out and i stopped writing. Just brought up to much crap it wasnt worth it.
Yes i have tried wriring things down however i have no trust that people stay out of my room so i throw it out and i stopped writing. Just brought up to much crap it wasnt worth it.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Take care @Former-Member xox
