rough time

@outlandertoast sounds good hun. I will be around for while yet

@outlander

hi sweetheart, just reading that you have anxiety tonight.

have your got your essential oils on? i recall you saying they help to relax you

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@Snowie know that im here for you too if you want/need to talk

@Bella1978i dont have them on as yet, i no longer have any lavender and the other ones i have are wayy to strong and dont help me relax so am just chilling for now. i need to be up at 430am so abit of sleep would be helpful but i dont usually sleep till 3 or 4 so im not sure how thatll work yet. hows your night?

@outlander

@outlander

you gotta get up at 4.30 luv??? that way too early! why so early? no no no

what about some relaxation music? does that help at all?

im not doing much luv. just revised my expenses as i had overly estimated them lol ... sitting here in my oh so fluffy gown that i bought myself yesterday. omg outlander, its sooooooooo fluffy ... keeps me nice and warm. dont know what i want to do. i could colour in. dishes are done and washing is done. im bored lol

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gotta get up for a horse show tomorrow @Bella1978 so its an early run. kids and horses have breakfast at the show grounds so works out ok.

no not really, ive got music on for now. its manageable for now as im busy- well im helping others so thats a good busy.

i hate budgeting. my pay pretty much goes after expenses are paid anyway dont really need to budget it just goes like it was never there at all lol. i had one of those fluffy dressing gowns but im hot blooded.its gets freezing here but sleep in singlet and shorts with justa fluffy blanket and still occassionaly sweat

boreds not alway bad, maybe colour in, or do your grouting or put a fave movie on?

@outlander

hey sweets, im back hehe ... was just on the phone with a friend for the past hour lol

aah ok, a horse show, no wonder you gotta get up early. i hope you can manage to get some sleep tonight luv.

i can see you love helping others, and it is such a beautiful quality i see in you. and when we help others, it does take the focus off what it going on for us. providing im not too distressed with all my crap i always find it is a good distraction!

im now sitting here eating some custard and mini choc chip cookies *nom nom nom* 🙂

xx

@outlander

omg i love sweets ... too much unfortunately!

all right my sweetheart, i will say a prayer that you can get some sleep tonight. sweet dreams

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