rough time

hi @Bella1978 thanks for checking in. wishing i had 6 arms atm trying to do everything!

hope your going ok and enjoying your day off too.

@outlander

haha ... busy busy girl by the sounds of it!

im going okay luv, nice to have a day off xxxxxxxxxx

yeh always am @Bella1978

im glad you had a good day. nice to chill for a while isnt it

hi everyone

is anyone around atm?

I am @outlander ..... but not for long tonight ..... I walked a lot today so I’m a bit knocked out .....

Is there something troubling you Hon, or are you looking for company tonight ?

hi @Faith-and-Hope

no theres something troubling me.. but if your tired thats ok too

Ask me if you like @outlander ..... if I don’t know how to answer you, someone else might .....

everything just seems to be coming to a point again @Faith-and-Hope ive been trying to diffuse myself but im not being veru successful with it. between trying to get through the holidays with the kids, my own mh issues, juggle appts, pop, and a shite hand, i cant seem to get everything under control.

i spoke to mum about the drs ive seen- the one at a medical centre and one i seen the other day (both not my reg gps) shes said i should put a complaint in so thats on my mind but im not generally that sort of person and she said if it keeps going they might try to do a surgury on my mind so thats playing on my mind as well.

im not really sure what to do, i feel rather burnt out yet i still worry about everything. i had a panic attack the other day over something that really shouldnt have affected me and that was my sisters going to the funland thingy like an indoor park and i was worried about them getting hurt i forgot about the fun they would have.

How are you doing @outlander ?

above msg @Faith-and-Hope sorry it takes abit to type properly atm