outlanderSenior Contributor
rough time
is anyone around to talk to atm
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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sorry was helping pop
am just reading back properly now @Bunniekins@Shaz51@Sans911 ( @Former-Member i know your there too)
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Bunniekins I was surprised at the speed they turned up, sliding into the driveway! It was intimidating yet reassuring if that makes sense. I probably babbled a bit, and said wrong things but they're just humans at the end of the day doing a difficult job with people who often despise and protest their presence. I can imagine it's difficult to see people they go to in distress, crying, swearing and shouting. BTW I only did the first of those with the police, they other at the hospital. I felt so ashamed and worthless and scared, and they were gentle and kind. We have to loose our fear sometimes when we need help. And I had no other choice due all helplines being unavailable.
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Unknown userMember
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@outlandersorry hun, I had to go, sure you understand why.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Sans911 
thank you, I really appreciate your words. And I mean that your one of the people here I really trust- shite I used that word! I dont care about your past (I mean I do but it doesnt affect the way I feel about you) I can straight past it and see the real you. I know I need support but I am afraid of trusting them. No im really scared of letting myself trust them. I dont really know what to do. I am just afraid. I know you guys here want the best for me and I didnt listen. The people I actually trust and I didnt listen to. I dont even trust myself, how can I trust the system that constantly lets me down.
And im sorry you had to go through that, sounds scary and yet it showed your courage. I am proud of you for that.
And your not overwhelming me and your not ticking me off.
@Shaz51
thank you for your words and kindness too. They do mean a lot to me
@Bunniekins
its hard, I shouldve listened to you guys here instead of listening to my mind. I just need to move forward somehow. Ive done nothing but have meltdowns or feel nothing since ive gotten home. I am tired and feel yuk and unwell in every part of me. And tomorrow I am scared of both because of recent events plus I need to get a cyst drained and I hate needles.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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yes and no need to apologise @Former-Member
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Unknown userMember
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@outlander
Did I help you too?
@Former-Member
Did you leave because of me? Outlander invited me here, & I think she appreciates me, & @Shaz51 helped as I asked her to come support Outlander too?
Did I help you too?
@Former-Member
Did you leave because of me? Outlander invited me here, & I think she appreciates me, & @Shaz51 helped as I asked her to come support Outlander too?
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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am tired and feel yuk and unwell in every part of me.--- very understandable my @outlander , be kind to yourself my friend
and I am soo proud of you @outlander, @Former-Member, @Sans911
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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yes @Former-Member you have helped me
im not having arguments on this thread (and that goes to every single member here that reads, follows etc) it really upsets me and everyone else
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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im still waiting on the picture @Shaz51 but im sure ill like it as will everyone else. you always seem to find good pics
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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Of course you helped @Former-Member and thank you for tagging me my sister
