outlanderSenior Contributor
rough time
is anyone around to talk to atm
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rough time
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member Lolz you did type rabbit!
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AppleblossomSenior Contributor
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Ha ha ... I thought I must have had my wires crossed.
Its a thing .. even our brilliant conductor ... was mucking up and getting his words wrong ... last night.
I need to log off ... but lovely chatting with you all.
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
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@Appleblossom cya Appleblossom.
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SnowieSenior Contributor
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@outlandersis, super proud of how you went with the psych. Yes it is hard but you are taking those steps forward, thats all we can do
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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thanks @Snowie its so good to see you sis hoping your ok, no pressure though
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SnowieSenior Contributor
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@outlanderI am ok. Yesterday was a very hard triggering day. Had to stay close to the nurses for my own safety. Today has been a bit better and made it to art therapy which was nice. Hadn't done it before but will be doing it again. Did some relaxation this afternoon and had a nap.
How are you?
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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i thought yesterday mightve been hard when you didnt log back on, i am so glad that your kept up with the supports and allowed yourself that help. i am really proud of you sis art therapy sounds wonderful- what sort of art did they get you to do?
hmm would you like to move this to your thread so others can hear how your doing, i know lots were worried and wondering how you are... if not thats fine and happy to keep talking here...
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Snowieabove msg
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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i need to vent abit...
i am sick and tired of this life. i want to wake up and breathe normally and without some sort of pain whether its physical or emotional. i dont want to hurt anymore.i dont want to hurt anyone else anymore. i dont want to be a dissapointment anymore. i dont want to be known as a faiilure. i want a better life, and i know i have to put in the hard yards which i am trying so so hard to do but i dont understand why life has to be this hard all the time. i want to sleep normally and not thrash around, have hrs and hrs of preparation to sleep to only be awake all hrs of the night and day. my days turn into nights and then days again. i barely sleep at all but no one will help with that.
i want to live not survive and i feel im starting to fail that too
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I can realte to so much of that @outlander - please take care and hold on, its just one foot in front of the other some days (though like you im tired of doing that and just surviving..) no answers, just hearing you
