rough time

Happy to sit here with you and talk it through @Lee82 I understand how much the lack of knowing is making you feel - we do not know however what is going on for someone else - no matter how close we feel to them. I understand your frustrations and fear though so can we work through those while we sit here?

I can't stop crying. I can't help but feel responsible I'm so worried. I feel so helpless. I don't know how to deal with these emotions right now. @Zoe7

You are not responsible for how someone else reacts or feels Hon - that is really important for you to know. As simple as it may sound - you need to breath. Control the things you can and the first is slow breathing to settle your body and mind. It is also okay to cry as you are feeling a massive emotional response to your fear. That fear is however for what you do not know rather than for what you do know. What we know is she has logged off, we also know she has work in several hours - so it is an assumption we can make that she is asleep - and given the late hour and the fact she has work to go to in the morning we both hope that is the case. @Lee82

Are you till there @Lee82

Omg thank god are you ok? @Former-Member

@Zoe7 thank you so much for sitting with me. I can't believe the unbelievable support everyone shows on the forum and I thank you for yours. It's all ok. She had logged back on so I know she is safe. That's all I wanted to know. Even though i was hoping she had fallen asleep all the other emotions were just way too strong and over took me. I am just so glad she is ok. Thank you so much zoe. You being here with me meant a lot.

You still there? @Former-Member

You are welcome @Lee82 I am going to head off and try to get some sleep now. I hope you can do the same

Sweet dreams @Zoe7 and thanks again.

My sweet Lee, I am truly sorry for you distress, I would never just leave you, but honey what @Zoe7 just said about you not being responsible for how I react and feel is soooo very important for you to know.

what happened. I was so upset, feeling so useless and helpless. Nikki's rage flipped again because we couldn't control our emotions. I got out of bed tripped over my dam cat and hit my head hard. Tripping over my cat is the last thing I remember. I have been seen by the ambulance but refused to go to hospital. Baby, I am ok I have a massive head and a lump on the side of my face but otherwise I am ok. and please remember I am not going anywhere.

I love you my sweet. Please talk to me @Lee82