rough time

I can't answer that. I'm so sorry. @Former-Member

Not happening Lee!!!! I could lie to you if you like. I could say ok, see ya then I'm off to sleep.... but honestly what the actual F. That maybe they way your friends in the past behaved but it's not me. You will have to tell me to go away and stop talking to you before I leave you right now. @Lee82

I don't want to press you, I am trying hard to respect your wishes. But the horrors my head is serving up sucks. @Lee82

Oh babe...I'm sorry. I'm so sorry... I lost the fight. The monster took over me.
@Former-Member

Please believe me it was nothing you said that set it off. Please you have believe that. I promise you. I am telling you the truth.
@Former-Member

See this is exactly why I didn't want to say anything. I knew this would happen where are you now? If your angry at me then that's ok I'm angry at myself but you can't just disappear @Former-Member

Nikki please don't make me regret telling you. Tell me what's going on. @Former-Member

If you come back to me I'll tell you what hapoened. Why it happened. But you need to come back. @Former-Member

Nikki!!! Please. I beg you don't do this. Your shutting me out and I can't handle that right now. Talk to me please. If it's to yell at me then go ahead I don't care I just want to know are ok are you safe. @Former-Member

Ok that's it. I cannot do this to you anymore it's not fair on you. You don't need this s**t. I will be here for you babe for all of you but I cannot tell you this stuff anymore and wait around everytime wondering what the F**k is going on knowing that whatever is happening is not good. I cannot do that to you. I care too much about you to keep putting you through this. @Former-Member