outlanderSenior Contributor
rough time
is anyone around to talk to atm
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rough time
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Its not you guys making me feel like that. Just thought id meantion that. Its not my forum family causing those unwanted unheard feelings
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Unknown userMember
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@outlanderdo you have to give that letter to the psychologist?
Even if you do you can always talk to the psychologist about that letter and how you feel and how the pdoc has twisted your words. In my experience psychologists are alot better at listening and understanding than pdoc's are.
Sis, you know you words mean a lot to me, but I can understand that you feel that way at the moment. We are right here with you sweetie because you are so important to me. 
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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And when i say judged before i even walk in she writes down what im wearing and makes comments like ahes too overweight, and shorts were this or that and my shirt was tight fitting
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Unknown userMember
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oh she did not @outlander, that is so unprofessional for a gp to say that. Ohhh that makes me so mad.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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That come from my psychiatrist @Former-Member that was in the 3 page letter to my gp from my last visit to her (psychiatrist) i thought how the hell did she write a 3 page report on me when it was a half hr appt where i really didn't say much. What i did say felt twisted. There was a few things where i said i hadnt shed but had the urges and had a few SI but wasnt as strong as it has been. The report said no sh or si thoughts but still a risk due to personailty traits ( she listed them but wont write them all here). The clothes i wore were my work clothes as i was so rushed i didnt have time to go home and change before work so just wore older clothes and she described them. Older worn clothes and slightly tigher fit. And said shes still too overweight and needs more help. And the other part was how well she thought things were going which was right back at xmas and i said i handled the day pretty well and said i was going to join the social group. She expanded on those and what she thought of that and moat of it i didnt say or what i did say was twisted.
I dont know what to think.
My mhcp feels like a lie. Where the boxes are normal or other she put them all normal except one which was mood- abit unstable. Didnt meation extremely low motivation and energy, appetitie isnt normal, icant remember the 2 others that shouldnt have been normal. I cant go near it as i feel like ripping it up and that wont help anything.
I didnt say one word to my gp today because i felt i couldnt. She had her back turned to me the entire time when I wanted to tell her about the panic attacks. Or anything else.
I dont know what to think.
My mhcp feels like a lie. Where the boxes are normal or other she put them all normal except one which was mood- abit unstable. Didnt meation extremely low motivation and energy, appetitie isnt normal, icant remember the 2 others that shouldnt have been normal. I cant go near it as i feel like ripping it up and that wont help anything.
I didnt say one word to my gp today because i felt i couldnt. She had her back turned to me the entire time when I wanted to tell her about the panic attacks. Or anything else.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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My gp said i wont put your history down as tou can tell her at your own pace and what you want to say.
And yes i would take the letter out but its meantioned in the plan itself and i cant edit it.
And yes i would take the letter out but its meantioned in the plan itself and i cant edit it.
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Unknown userMember
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@outlander i am sorry you arnt feeling supported by those around you who should be, i wish i had more to offer you but know i am here with u ❤❤
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Unknown userMember
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@outlanderI am so sorry you had to go through that, no wonder today has been so hard for you.
This is where you can talk to your new psych about how this plan made you feel and how you think you felt very misjudged and unheard.
I do think that psych's listen alot more than gp's of pdoc. Well mine certainly does.
Just put it away somewhere and would it help to talk about something else?
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Thanks @Former-Member ❤
@Former-Member i dont know what to do. I feel all over the place and emotional. And my mother is pestering me about another horse for my sister as the other one isnt working out. I feel bad for not being excited for my sisters but i just feel broken and worthless.
And thank you for saying my words matter to you and sitting with me ❤
@Former-Member i dont know what to do. I feel all over the place and emotional. And my mother is pestering me about another horse for my sister as the other one isnt working out. I feel bad for not being excited for my sisters but i just feel broken and worthless.
And thank you for saying my words matter to you and sitting with me ❤
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Unknown userMember
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@outlanderwell the good thing is you don't have to make any decisions now so perhaps just put it in a box, close the lid and come back to it perhaps tomorrow or the next day.
Your words always matter to me because you matter to me
