rough time

Bear you have to listen...you are not a monster. I understand this is a form of punishment for you. But you have been through a lot. So understandably you will deal with things differently. It's about trying to find a different way of coping that's all. We all cope with our demons in ways we feel ashamed of. @Former-Member

I will keep telling you, you are not a monster everyday, 100 times a day if I have to until you believe that. You need to believe that Bear. You have a beautiful sole. You are kind and caring. You have shown me that. You are not a monster!!! You are not a monster!!!!

@Former-Member

You picked up on that ah!!!
just putting boys to bed be back soon. @Former-Member

late night tonight. Just didn't want to deal with a meltdown tonight. So trey watched a movie. :face_with_rolling_eyes::face_with_rolling_eyes:

I am back sorry about that. @Former-Member

i have been dealing with high anxiety all day and it's just building. I was triggered earlier today and it is just playing on my mind. My body for some reason feels like it has been hit by a truck. @Former-Member

You ok sweetie? You still with me? @Former-Member

You know that I can talk and type for me I keep dating that you can do that I'm gonna have but ice cream big bar ice cream and chocolate sauce @Lee82

Hi Kimmy. I am glad you are here because I just got myself some ice cream too. I am having salted caramel and macadamia. We can eat ice cream together. 😘

@Former-Member

I'm being naughty and eating out of the tub...😁

@Former-Member

yucky not nuts yuck @Lee82

Hahahaha....fair enough. @Former-Member