rough time

Getting out for a bit may help a little to distract you and get you moving honey. I guessing it's the cleaning business?
@Former-Member

Getting out will be a change of scenery and may help to reduce what your feeling right now and distract your thoughts. Please concentrate on the road honey. Just let me know when you have arrived so I know your safe.
remember I love you very much

@Former-Member

Yes it is for the cleaning business. What I am stressing about is the driving it's 30/40 drive one way and I am so very tried.

My love how are you. Remember don't blow off how you are feeling because I am fifty shades of messed up today

@Lee82 💜

I have a doctors appointment at 3 honey so if you don't hear from me you know why.
@Former-Member

I will do my best bub. I will let you know when I leave home and get to work and vis versa. I have to get fuel before I go because Kimberly was so worried about you she let it get lower than we normally would!!! She just wanted to get for you.

@Lee82 💜Nikki

Thanks for letting me know my love. @Lee82

I'm so sorry...you being tired is my fault. I know it was your choice to stay awake but you stayed awake because of me. 😞

Please be careful. If need be pull over for a bit. Maybe keep your window down and music up.
@Former-Member

Listen to our songs on your way. It will be like I am in the car with you.
@Former-Member

Just stop please my love. What I am sorry for is that no one in your past did that for you. You definitely deserve to feel protected and safe, again I am sorry I can only do it from afar.

I wouldn't have slept last night anyway. We have too much shit going on and it keeps piling on. Nat wants me to find a new psychologist because she doesn't think my current on is affective as she could be. But that would mean starting all over and that scares me to death.

I love you and I will stay all night every chance I get. I will be crashing early tonight though my sweet @Lee82

And please change your wording

I didn't "Stay up because of you"

I "Stayed you for you"

CHANGE HOW YOU WORD IT PLEASE

@Lee82