rough time

"Too much kindness" really it's called friendship my love. You need to be safe for yourself and your little men and I need you be safe for me sorry it's selfish.

Is it time to call lifeline my love. @Lee82

By the way I have missed you

I missed you too my friend. What I meant was that no one shows me kindness. I am not use to it. And the kindness you just showed me was overwhelming for me. You have no idea what that means to me.
no can't call lifeline my last experience wasn't a good one. Just stay with me please. Just a little longer. Just so I can get this panic attack under control before it turns full blown. @Former-Member

I am not going anywhere gorgeous. I am not sure how I will help but I will stay all night if needed my love. Please just keep talking to me, I struggle with it when you stop talking

@Lee82 💜Nikki

I will keep talking bru if I stop it's omku cause rhe panic attack for worse

@Former-Member

Ok, I understand can you promise to come back to me as soon as you can. @Lee82

Promise @Former-Member

Just know I am going to keep sending you messages even if it's just my heart 💜 so you know I am here.

I love you babe, you can do this @Lee82

Are you still with me @Lee82

Seeing exh this evening has brought out all these raw emotions. I had to fight to keep them contained. I'm tired of the fight. The fight to stay awake the fight to control my anxiety the fight to stay in control the fight to drop the thoughts the fight to control SH all of it. This is so f**ked up. @Former-Member

Honey, can you hear yourself? Can you hear what I hear? I hear strength and that may not be what you feel right now but it's the truth. I wish I could do more then words but it's all we have. Please we need to look for things we can do to start knocking these attacks on their arse for you. Please don't tell me there is nothing because I refuse to believe that I can find nothing to help my first friend, we won't believe we can't help you. @Lee82