rough time

Ohh honey, I know how that must make you feel because you struggle with get your words and feeling out. But just have a look at the email @anonymouse_ sent you and try and get it to fit with the guidelines. I had to do it to mine. It's all good bub.
@Lee82 💙

People are so cruel and your words tell me how selfish she was and not really worthy of your friendship.

I like said in my message no words are going to make you see that I am not going anywhere, I wish you believed me my love. So I hope in time you will feel it deep in your heart the love I have for you. I have the same fears about you leaving as well honey.

Please listen to this song, I have been trying to find it all afternoon

https://youtu.be/SuWAGT9ZkYE

@Lee82 please believe me

Oh honey....I love that song...thank you for sharing it with me and reminding me of the beautiful words that are in that song. It is truly fitting.

One thing you should know about me. It's all or nothing with me. I'm in this all the way. I am with you forever and a day. No matter what, I will be here for you. I will never quit on you and I will always love you. You have touched my heart in anyway no one has ever done before. It is a strange feeling but a good one. you have shown me how much you care about me and how committed to this friendship you are and I trust you completely...💜💙💚

how you feeling tonight my sweet friend? What you up to?

@Former-Member

Bub I will be right back. Just want to get comfy, so I can stay with you tonight.
@Lee82

How you doing honey?
@Former-Member

@Lee82 , I am not going to pretend that I am not scared sh*tless about our friendship. As you know it was so dam fast and has been taken to a level that, we have been to only once and that took a year or so to get there, this has happened in 3 ish weeks. But if say I am committed honey then it's all or nothing for me as well. I want to support you in your healing and be there when the sunshines for you again. I can't say that I won't say something that might upset you, that you won't be disappointed along the way but it won't change my love you for.

Sorry it took longer than I thought it would. D2 is feeling the effects of D3's decision to move out and is demanding a little more of my time. However she is sorted, back in my Harry Potter pjs with a cuppa in a different Harry Potter cup (have maybe 6 of them😂) ready to try an make Poppy's for our letter box and fence for Anzac Day and most importantly here for you my love

I guess I didn't really answer this one. I am all kinds of emotional tonight. It's a mixed bag really. But I feel calm as well if that makes sense. It's almost like storm season, a thunderstorm rages through (last night) the next day it's drizzling with some quick hard showers and then you can here the nights storm in the distance. You see the lighting off in the distance but you ok because even though you know it's coming it ok for now.

sorry if that's to much waffling @Lee82

You could never disappoint me or upset me babe. 💗

So do you have 2 daughters living with you?
that's so sweet making poppys. Seems to me that you are a very creative person.
@Former-Member

I completely get what you are trying to say. Honey is there anything you want to talk about? Anything you want to share? Or I am happy to sit here with you just chatting.
@Former-Member

I beg you please not to put me on that pedestal, cause if I do disappoint you or upset you then that fall will hurt both of us @Lee82