rough time

you do have a friend in me for life. I can promise you that. We will find a way to communicate another way. I actually have been thinking about it lately. When I figure it out I will let you know.
there is nothing more to work out. I know who you are. We have been talking long enough for me to know what type of person you are. I felt an instant connection with you. That almost never happens to me. It only has happened once before.
I am not doing good at all honey. I have this memory playing in my head over and over again and it is triggering me. It's hard to concentrate. My whole body is feeling every touch very emotion. I can't even think about Using any of the tools I have. @Former-Member

@Shaz51 , my stepdaughter is just the best. Even though her dad and I seperated in January she still calls all the time, I am always included in everything. Before we separated she made a group chat of her daughters grandparents and she hasn't removed me from it. My granddaughter is sassy and cute, but mainly sassy😂

I hope you have a great relationship with your step kids

ohhhh that is soo lovely @Former-Member with your step daughter xxx

mine are great , wish they lived closer would be nice xx

Thanks @Otter yes today has been rough and hard to handle. Thanks for your support.

my sweet @Lee82 , I wish there was something I could honestly do right now to help settle all of that for you. You deserve a peaceful night for once. Do you think you can tell me about what is around you, can you give me another memory can you tell me something else. Again I would like to know what is exactly happening and what the memory is but we can't here so let's try something else together babe. 💜

Sorry your kiddies are so faraway from you @Shaz51 My girl only lives on the Gold Coast but that seems so far away sometimes.

Thanks @Otter

What would you like to know? @Former-Member

Anything you want to tell me gorgeous.

I will start, my dad worked for QLD rail so moved around a lot. We never stayed anywhere for more than two year until '87 when he finally got transferred back to here.

Just random stuff that doesn't cause you anymore pain my love @Lee82

We moved around a lot too although I am not too sure why. We lived at 12 different places from the time I was born till I turned 18. 3 of those years we lived overseas. I went to 3 different primary schools and 2 different high schools. My mum was a very sick woman with bowel problems and was in and out of hospitals all my childhood. I remember having to do my homework on the floor of her hospital room at 17 because she cracked it if we didn't visit her everyday. My schooling suffered a lot because of so many things. I'm surprised I graduated year 12.
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