rough time

I really hate washing up 😭😭😭😭😭 @Lee82

I am so sorry to hear that hun. Maybe when all of this craziness with the world finishes you can start catching up again. Maybe book in with them to come over and have dinner at your place. Doesn't have to be to full on maybe takeaway say once a month for now and then build it to once a week. (Something to look forward to)

I know things feel like they are out of control and falling about and this COVID shit doesn't make it any easier but I think we need to focus on just the little things at the moment. For example how you have made a new friend 😉

no gentlemen in my life. Cannot deal with having a man around me at all right now.
I'm so glad you are connect with your counsellor tomorrow. That's great babe.
Right now mr8 is giving me grief to get to sleep. He keeps coming out of his room complaining he can't sleep. :face_with_rolling_eyes: can't deal with this at the moment. Just need me time...is that selfish to say? 😶

what about you? What you up to my friend?
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Are you ok my love @Lee82

Definitely not selfish at all. It's 10:30 at night and little mr8 needs to get his butt in bed and stay there. I am a little fuzzy about my last message but I am pretty sure when I talked about gentlemen I was talking about your sons. Sorry if that is the wrong word to use.

trying to get the dishes done and have but iron man 3 on for noise. Wishing more than ever that I had you a lot closer. I am realising that not having anyone outside of my exh2 is wrong and makes me feel completely alone. @Lee82 💜

Heloo gain @Lee82

Yea mr8 is going through a lot at the moment. He actually sees a psych himself. His dad really screwed himup and I am left picking up the pieces. He has an appointment with her tomorrow at 10.
oh...lol sorry I miss read it I think. No calling my boys gentlemen is perfectly ok. Usually when they are not home I just hibernate. Stay home and do absolutely nothing. I don't have any friends I can see even before the lockdown. I find it extremely hard to trust anyone therefore I don't engage in friendships. It's a very lonely world hence why I can totally understand how you are feeling. Wish I was around the corner too. 😞 I am so grateful I have met you on here. 😘

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Hey there. Who is this?
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Poor Mr8. Some people need to have grow a brain. Sorry he is struggling right now. Hopefully his psych can help him tomorrow. He still needs to get his arse to bed though. I was always strict with bedtime because I also needed some me time. Hibernation won't be too bad and you won't be completely alone you will have me to nag you so it will be like your boys so you won't miss them as much. 😂 @Lee82

It was kimmy by the looks of the message. Sorry babe 💖 @Lee82

Thanks for that babe. Yea his been seeing her for about 5 months now. There are been little progress but I guess at least it's something.
yep I'm strict on bedtime too normally but I don't have the fight in me anymore at the moment. He keeps coming out and I keep putting him back after I have yelled at him.
looking forward to having someone to chat to on the weekend. They can actually be very triggering for me cause I tend to drop my guard down while they are not here.

yea I thought it might be Kimmy just wanted to check. 😉 it's all good babe. Please Don't apologise. @Former-Member