rough time

Well I am glad your little men are doing ok with it day. Sorry you fine it a little challenging with the motivation, I too struggle with finding the motivation to do anything these days. I thought it was only for 5 weeks or is that just up here in QLD? I will repeat myself and say I am so glad I don't have to do that.

i couldnt go vegan because meat and dairy are the stables of my very poor diet. Exh2 feels great when he follows it. D3 is a sweets girl so for her vanilla cupcakes and Caramilk mini cheesecakes. For Bf he wants a carrot cake vegan friendly of course.

How are you feeling my friend? @Lee82

@Lee82 , sorry if I am bugging you 😞

Hey @Former-Member , hope it's okay but I thought I'd pop into your convo here with a gentle reminder about anonymity. It can be hard building friendships on the forum and wanting to share resources, but being anonymous is an important member guideline, which includes sharing counsellor details. Okay, I'll get out of your hair now and let you get back to chatting...take care

Sorry @Former-Member

I will get off here for a bit @Lee82 , I didn't even think before I made a comment about my Counsellor. I am terrified of getting kicked off the fourms for breaking the rules. I really need to have access here as it helps me so very much on getting through the day but especially the nights. I am freaking out big time.

You are not annoying me at all babe. I am really enjoying chatting to you.
Here in Melbourne they are at home till end of term 2 which is 10 weeks away from Monday. 🤯

wow they sound amazing! Wish I could pop over for a taste....😋

did you need me to leave you alone so you can concentrate on your baking?
To be honest with you I am a little sore..😞 and my anxiety is controlling me a little at the moment. Playing teacher is distracting me a little however now that we have stopped I can feel it getting stronger.
I just want to curl under the covers and hide away. It's how I deal with my anxiety.
@Former-Member

It's ok honey. It was just a friendly reminder. You didn't do anything wrong. It's not like you posted her details. They will not kick you off but if you need to have a break for a while totally understand that babe.
@Former-Member

I am so sorry you anxiety is controlling you at the moment. Since your on a break with the little ones why don't you curl up and hide for a bit.

I don't want to stop chatting but I just lost it, with inner child triggered it is hard to not feel like I was getting in trouble. Logic mind will be fine with it but I can't right now. So sorry @Lee82

It's ok to feel that way babe. I am here just to reassure you that you didn't get into trouble. It was just a friendly reminder that's all.

take care of yourself. I am here whenever you are ready. 😘

@Former-Member

Hey honey I am going to take myself to the hospital. Not sure how they will help but it's what I should do. They will take my phone though. I will check when I can.

@Lee82 💜Nikki