outlanderSenior Contributor
rough time
is anyone around to talk to atm
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rough time
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Think its been building up and today that fine strand i had left has snapped.
@Former-Member
Its hard when your not welcomed anywhere but you also have no where else to go.
Ive had the kids this evening and mums bf friends are down and staying at their house for a few nights. They were judging me and i could hear bits and pieces of what they were saying about me ans being sarcastic with some things and then the bf walks in and no even a hi. More just they (the friends) couldve taken care of the kids and when i tried to speak all i got was 'bye' 'Bye' 'bye'
My house doesnt feel like a home anymore. My empty room matches the way my soul feels. I self harmed for the first time in quite a while and feel even more dissapointed in myself now (no medical attention required) i dont know what im doing anymore, every day just seems to be isolating and defeating.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Good night @Former-Member 😴
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Unknown userMember
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Oh @outlander I'm so sorry you have self harmed again. I'm even more sorry that you felt so low that you needed to do that. There really is little I can say. But I hear all that you just said, and I care very much.
Sherry 💕
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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thanks @Former-Member ❤
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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Oh @outlander I'm so sorry you have self harmed again. I'm even more sorry that you felt so low that you needed to do that.
ohhhh my darling sister @outlander ,I am feeling soo sorry xoxo
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SnowieSenior Contributor
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@outlander 😥💜💜💜
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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Hugs lil Sis @outlander
Some people are just plain nasty saying horrid things about you within earshot. If I could take you away from your life there and give you something better I would..
Some people are just plain nasty saying horrid things about you within earshot. If I could take you away from your life there and give you something better I would..
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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thanks @Shaz51 @Snowie @Sans911 
it was because I said I don't think the kids (2 8 yr olds) should be playing a zombie horror video game esp not at 1030 at night.
and then when mums partner got home I didn't even get a word in I was literally just shoved out the door and said bye. anything other than that my words were just over rode with 'bye'
to make things worse ive been extremely worried about a new fire that's heading towards us so ive been arranging an evacuation centre, getting mum on board to help me transport all the horses I have in my care, speak with owners about the situation and what might happen (we are safe where we are atm but its a fast moving fire so very weary) making sure I have a bucket, and leads etc for each horse in case the need arises. its been very stressful. we had a very small amount of rain here but no where near enough to help the fires. hopefully with the cooler weather itll help get it under control.
ive spent a while going through my study files, and putting them into plastic sleeves to protect the pages. I enrolled to study another but cancelled it.Its bad timing with fires and being to busy.
it was because I said I don't think the kids (2 8 yr olds) should be playing a zombie horror video game esp not at 1030 at night.
and then when mums partner got home I didn't even get a word in I was literally just shoved out the door and said bye. anything other than that my words were just over rode with 'bye'
to make things worse ive been extremely worried about a new fire that's heading towards us so ive been arranging an evacuation centre, getting mum on board to help me transport all the horses I have in my care, speak with owners about the situation and what might happen (we are safe where we are atm but its a fast moving fire so very weary) making sure I have a bucket, and leads etc for each horse in case the need arises. its been very stressful. we had a very small amount of rain here but no where near enough to help the fires. hopefully with the cooler weather itll help get it under control.
ive spent a while going through my study files, and putting them into plastic sleeves to protect the pages. I enrolled to study another but cancelled it.Its bad timing with fires and being to busy.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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im sorry, im trying not to be negative esp at this time of yr.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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would anyone be around to talk to?
