rough time

Evening @Snowie
im a little overwhelmed and tired but otherwise im ok...

I haven't really been sleeping the past few nights @Snowie Im seeing basically every half hour, I check the time thinking it must be near time to get up but nope. im resting though so that's a good start.

im really glad that my loan was approved but the steps they are asking me to do to get access to it is proving to be tricky and overwhelming. itll mostly be sorted tomorrow during the meeting but they don't release the fund to me, the bank writes the amount required for what im after as a cheque or a bank transfer, however to do that I have to get finalised quotes for everything. I only have 2 weeks to utilise it all before they cancelled it, and tomorrow is the only day they write cheques out. I still have a leftover amount however but they are specific in what I can use it for so I don't know whatll happen with the leftover part which is still quite a lot. I guess itll just be taken off the amount I was approved for so itll just make repayments cheaper..

Once I have the cheques I then have to go around and make appointments to speak with the managers or places I have them for ie the hotel and nursing agency and tyres place so that they can process them properly. they'll need to be cleared before I can access the services which is good in a way as I know itll all be paid for.
so its good but its also very overwhelming trying to sort these things out now. at least the nursing agency is only 20 minutes away from the hotel so I can do the 2 hour trip just once.

sorry that was a ramble.