outlanderSenior Contributor
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is anyone around to talk to atm
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Yes ive hears that @nel23 i do hope you find another one. Have you got any in mind or havent really looked yet. Around my area a few of them have websites as in the drs surguries and they have like profiles on each go stating what their interests are e.g family planning, mh, weight management, cardio. Maybe your area has surguries with sites like that?
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member ^^^
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@outlandermy psychologist suggested on in my area so am going to ring up tomorrow and get an app.
Even though I am lucky to have a gp, pdoc and psych, it is not helping that the gp does not understand MI. Even though it is so hard to ask for help, I need to do something.
I can't keep going like I am and lately I have come close a few times, especially the other night, and that scares me too much. I know I am pushing the boundaries but have little control over it. And what scares me the most it I don't really care anymore.
Maybe it is time to look for another psych. Even if you go for one session and find they are not a good fit for you, at least you tried.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Thats a good start @Former-Member i really hope that ones a better fit for you. Then you dont have to fear it so much. Yes i get what you mean. Mh really does destroy people. Its good to hear your not giving up though besides how damn hard it is. I wouldnt want to see anything happen to you at all.
I just hope that now your psychs back and maybe a new supportive gp itll help you regain abit of balance ❤❤❤
I just hope that now your psychs back and maybe a new supportive gp itll help you regain abit of balance ❤❤❤
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@outlanderso do I hun because something has to change soon.
ok enough about me. I have way to many thoughts of SH and SI tonight to open up those dam walls and with meds not working tonight, it makes it alot more difficult 
How are you going?
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Keeo as safe as you can sis @Former-Member 💕💕
I am still breathing sort of which means i must be still living but thats about all at this point in time. I did let quite alot out over sane but because of the storms my internet disconnected in the middle ad then i had to go pick up pop so didnt reconnect so all that's still swirling around and no where to go. So atm im doing the same as you trying to jeep safe and get through the night.
Id i dont sleep tonight thatll be the 11th night. Im not tired right now which usually means ita going to be a looong night again
I am still breathing sort of which means i must be still living but thats about all at this point in time. I did let quite alot out over sane but because of the storms my internet disconnected in the middle ad then i had to go pick up pop so didnt reconnect so all that's still swirling around and no where to go. So atm im doing the same as you trying to jeep safe and get through the night.
Id i dont sleep tonight thatll be the 11th night. Im not tired right now which usually means ita going to be a looong night again
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@outlanderI am at the point where I don't really care anymore but will try and stay safe. That is all I can do.
Maybe you can reconnect with SANE chat tomorrow and finish off your conversation. it is probably important to do that. Yes long night ahead
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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I care 💕 but i get it @Former-Member
Who knows where ill end up tomorrow. I havent got a clue.
Who knows where ill end up tomorrow. I havent got a clue.
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@outlander Just take it hour by hour hun. Get through each hour as it comes. Don’t look beyond that. That’s how I normally get through the nights when no sleep happens.
Are you thinking of going to Ed?
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Hr by hr it is then @Former-Member its starting to really bug me cause even the night or 2 that i wasnt scared and i was so willing to sleep it still didn't happen. I wonder if my bodys forgot how to to sleep 😞
I dont really know yet. I might but if i go im scared they will keep me and sedate me like they have done before. The last time i was there i started to get really upset and bang on the doors and hide in the bathrooms till the nurse would xome looking i just couldnt cope that well in there knowing i had alot to on the outside. I may need to travel around 45 minutes to get to another gp but it might be another option. Alot around here dont take new patients on unless really urgent. I dont thin gettinf sleep tablets is urgent enough to fit me in.
I dont really know yet. I might but if i go im scared they will keep me and sedate me like they have done before. The last time i was there i started to get really upset and bang on the doors and hide in the bathrooms till the nurse would xome looking i just couldnt cope that well in there knowing i had alot to on the outside. I may need to travel around 45 minutes to get to another gp but it might be another option. Alot around here dont take new patients on unless really urgent. I dont thin gettinf sleep tablets is urgent enough to fit me in.
