rough time

@outlander

I understand your concerns, in regards to the nightmares, & sleep.
I have had same experience, a few nights ago.
We both need to get rid of those unresolved emotional thoughts. They are so damaging to our health, & peace, if left like they are.
I slept on the lounge with Ruby last nite so that I would not have the nightmares, it worked. But, I did wake up a few times as I was uncomfortable from body pain. xo 🙂

Im not taking those meds again @Former-Member i wanted sleep but not like that. I hate those dreams wherr not only do i feel whats happening to me but i also feel it from whoever else is in my dreams.

It was thr dog incident and the turmoil around that. The first dream was weird but was only me. The other 2 had my sisters in it. The first one was watching my sisters horse ride and they both had nasty accidents one after the other and there wasnt a thing i could do about it. The other one was something similar -that i tried to help but couldnt but cant share it here. I have alot of guilt around not being a good sister and not protecting the youngest one when she needed me the most. Its always both kids in my dream as i really do love them but alway ends the same where i cant help them or im forced to watch by someone else. A few weeks ago i watched both my sisters get attacked to the point beyond recognition in a room like you see on thr law shows with the mirror but we can see them in the room. So completely helpless.
When it involves my sisters its always the same theme. When its on my own then its the sa and a few other things. And all my dreams i can feel them through whats happening. Their fear and pain included.

@Former-Member maybe you coud buy a blow up matress to put in the lounge room if your more comfortable in there? Instead of sleeping on the couch?

Ive got an appointment soon so will have to leave in a few minutes @Former-Member after that will be resting but not sleeping im afraid they will come back or new ones will start if i go back to sleep.

How did you sleep?

Thanks NN i really hate those nights and a reason i avoid sleep all together @Former-Member
Sending love and hugs to you too. You know the kind i mean ❤

@outlander

I was wondering if talking to your sisters, & telling them how you wanted to protect them, but could not. Then ask them how they feel about the whole thing that happened. If that could resolve the frustration you have inside, what do you think outlander?
A blow up mattress is an excellent idea, I have one. My cats may claw it tho? I have a small mattress I will put in the lounge room tonite, that will ease my body pain, you solved my problem. You are a Champion my Little Cheeky Angel! 😉

@Former-Member
Thank you honey, you are so caring & genuine, you make me feel good! XXOO! GBU! Sister!

No its not really an option @Former-Member but thank you. Id rather keep my dreams to myself and hopefully with therapy itll help with those and the feelings etc. Id rather not talk about it anyway really.

Hopefully the mattress will be a better fit for you so you can settle into sleep better too.

Im waiting for my appt and its all changed inside. The theme is the jungle. It looks like a jungle too! Crap everywhere!

Thanks @Former-Member