rough time

hi @Serenity1 thank you
even though i wrote that a yr ago nothing has changed. i too am the black sheep of the family and it can be pretty hard to manage. I just have to grit my teeth through the family function coming up tomorrow. im thankful that christmas is only once a yr thats for sure.
How crappy of your family to do all those things too, its sad really that some people are like that. but yes your right it says more about them than about me it just makes it a very awkward and uncomfortable night.

Afternoon @outlander.

afternoon sis @Sans911 how are you going?

Oh I didn't realise that was a year ago- but yeah nothing much changes Iv come to realise also-
Well good luck for you tomorrow 😁😊

thanks @Serenity1 im not sure if this yr has gone pretty quickly really, i hadnt even realised it was this time last yr that i wrote it!
Hoping tomorrows a good one for you also

SNAP!! Did we post at same time? @outlander

I'm better today. I slept extra this morning, and got here around lunch time. It's a quiet afternoon, not everyone is here.

Do you want to talk about yesterday at all?

lol we must think alike! @Sans911 i checked in on you earlier on your thread but then had to run out again and you werent online then.

Im glad your better today and its quiet. Its been a relatively quiet day but in about half hr i have to go to mums for dinner, plus xmas light hunting while her bf and pop are putting up the young ones trampoline.

Hmm it was abit of a mess. I hadnt woken up that great or the few mornings before that- i wake up shaking like a leaf and really fast and heartbeat- like a panic attack but it wasnt a panic attack. i had an asthma attack about lunch time, never had one until then and was caused by allergies. i had mowed my yard and was fine and then went to mums and her yard has some dirt patches plus heaps of those weed flowers with high pollen/grass weed stuff- (which im off the chart allergic to both of those as well as mould and pet hair) so that didnt go down to well at all. they did say that it could happen if i wasnt careful so was up at the ED for a little bit but was released once things were back under control. other than that its been family stressors and a mix of all the things that had happened just catching up to me so it all just mixed all into the day.

Sounds like a mixed up day for you yesterday @outlander.

Today sounds like a bit better, or calmer for you.

We're having a roast for dinner, so the house smells lovely. And my foster mother is here, so it's always nice to see her. She's in her 80s. Her & my foster sister go to church tonight. I don't go.

Hi also @Snowie. I hope you're doing OK.

It has gone really quickly- thankyou so much- likewise 💖 @outlander