rough time

My sister is back from going out to pick up her grandchild. She asked if something was wrong & I said no. She is chatting to me.

I haven't got much battery left & didn't bring my charger, so if I stop talking that's why. I feel ungrateful too, because I have more than other people at this time.

@outlander

How was your day lil Sis

im glad she is talking to you @Sans911

you may have more than others but it doesnt mean you cant feel like s""t because of feeling excluded and having no idea what to say to people.

My day was a total mess. i can wait to talk about it though, id rather you keep talking while things are going ok with your sister

I'm heading back to the resort @outlander, having a bath and charging my phone. So I can talk to you in about an hour time.

Okay @Sans911

Goodnight @Shaz51 sleep well ❤

I'm back lil Sis @outlander. Tell me what has been happening with you, as I need some distraction.

Goodnight @Shaz51

Aw im so sorry sis @Sans911 i mustve fallen asleep
Are you ok?

@outlander hi- IV just seen this post -(still confused about finding my way around here)- & just wanted to let you know I know EXACTLY how you feel- this used to happen to me ALL THE TIME when my mum was alive-(she died 2015& IV been no contact with rest of family since)- this has got to be one of the most hurtful things to experience & is I feel just abuse-I used to confront my mum about why I & my newborn baby daughter were not invited to family events- I would ask if I could go & she would say "you are not invited " to me as a response- one time I asked her to drop off my anxiety medication that I had run out of & she said she was busy & I saw on Facebook she had gone on a family drive PAST my house & could have easily dropped off my medication- but choose not too that was really hard to get through-& I remember feeling suicidal as a direct result of this-the year my daughter was born because mum had invited me & my baby to her house for Xmas & then changed her mind & said my brother & his gf had invited her to their home for Xmas so she was going there instead & that I was NOT INVITED- I could not understand- they had never met my newborn daughter before & this would be a perfect opportunity- but I was not invited- this crippled me-this in my family was a normal occurrence- my family is very narcissistic & I am the scapegoat/ black sheep- there is absolutely no excuse for this exclusion- it is pure cruelty- just wanted to let you know I know exactly how you feel & it says more about them than it does about yourself X