rough time

Good night @Bunniekins

I hope you are ok my friend

hope you have a ok night sleep

its so hard @Former-Member first it was upset then it was really angry and then upset again.

i went to the horses with mum- well 2 seaprate cars but my sister was having trouble with her horse so went and sorted it out. as i was driving in one of the people there that i use to associate with drove past so doing the polite thing i waved, they kept driving past. ok let that one go. then another one was driving up the one driveway and i ended up reversing all the way back up so they could get up the driveway and they didnt even have the decency to say thanks etc when really they shouldve went backwards but was on the bridge that goes over the creek. got abit upset about it but left it. then when i got back up to the front gate and into the shared shipping container i could hear them laughing but they kept staring at me while i was feeding a horse there- yes i left there as a job but someone asked as an emergent feeding as i was headed ther as only takes 2 minutes to throw some hay over the fence. i got so mad that i slammed the shipping container door so loud they actually heard it and they stopped being so loud. i was in such an angry state that i was about ready to storm through the paddock and ask all three of them wtf is their problem. i didnt. i took a few breathers and actually went running- not walking. i ran. my walking buddy probabaly wont be walking with me very often now anyway. then i had a shower and the tears wouldnt stop. i havent got a clue what ive done to upset them or make them angry or whatever. its making it really hard to be there now even though im not near them.

what is wrong with me 😞

good night @Bunniekins sleep well

Goodnight @Bunniekins, sleep well

@outlanderthere is nothing wrong with you at all.

Uunfortunately in this world there are a lot of mean people and quite frankly these girls sound extremely bitchy. Get them by themsleves, they are probably different, but together they think they have a right to say whatever they want.

I know it is hard hun, but the best thing to do is ignore them. They are a waste of space and one day the karma bus will hit them straight in the face.

We cannot control what others say about us nor their actions towards us, but we can control how we respond to them. Do not waste your time trying to work out what you have done. Probably nothing, in fact.

Again, I know it is so hard to deal with people like that and not let them effect you. I have been there.

So get those tears out and believe me when I say you are a remarkable, caring, compassionate young lady.

Nothing is wrong with you @outlander,they are just pathetic idiots who should know better.Its a side of human behaviour that does so much damage, especially for us who are sensitive and lack the fighting spirit to survive and be resilient.

@outlanderyou have no reason to feel pathetic but I understand when our self worth is low that we cannot help feeling that way about ourselves. I understand that hun.

Just stay safe sis.

@outlanderit is not stupid at all wanting someone irl there with you to care for you or just give you a hug when you need it. We all want it, and at this time proves to me that I certainly need that.

I know it is not the same but sending hugs to you and sitting next to you sis