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God I hate this. Wasn't the best yesterday but today is bad. Had to talk to my worker about the ex crazy psychiatrist and what he tried to do. And the day the police came and wanted to take me to hospital. Trying not to 'feel' it all again. They are just stories. I don't have to relive the emotions. But I'm sad. I'm restless. I'm jittery. I'm off. Out of sorts. Sliding down towards my depression. Feel like crying but can't. Just told my son he needs to pack a bag to stay at my mums house tonight. He doesn't look impressed. But I don't have the energy to explain it to him again today. Such a hard day.
I returned home late this evening and just read your post now. I am so sorry you are feeling so bad today. It seems that talking to your worker has triggered bad memories which has unnerved you causing some distress. Hopefully this will settle soon for you where you find you will feel better again. You are such a lovely person, always kind and helpful and nothing would make me happier than to read that your okay. Thinking of you
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KurraSenior Contributor
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Right beside you @utopia. Luv n warm Hugzzz 💙
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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@utopia , how are you this morning , I am thinking so much of you my awesome friend
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utopiaSenior Contributor
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Yesterday I was feeling pretty devastated with how things were going in my life. Today I'm back to ignoring those thoughts. Distraction. Still doing nothing. Life still trugging along. Still not living like. But don't feel so jittery and teary today. My son will be home soon. Things will have to go back to 'normal'. Meanwhile, I wonder how long before I fully flip and need to go back to hospital.
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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Don`t think about that now @utopia , just focus on the now xoxo
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utopiaSenior Contributor
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@Shaz51. Have to get through the next week. Then my son goes overseas to visit with his dad. Then I can crash. I don't like having to send him to mums like I did yesterday. Better he not see me crack. So I go back to thinking nothing. Feeling nothing
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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sending you lots of hugs and sitting with you @utopia
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utopiaSenior Contributor
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I don't know what's wrong. If I knew I could fix it @Shaz51. But I don't know what it is I'm holding onto or stuck on. So I go back to not feeling anything. I think in the long run, that will do me more damage.
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Unknown userMember
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Sitting with you through this difficult time @utopia💕🌹
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QueenieSenior Contributor
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@utopia, please accept my warmest thoughts. Sending you good vibes so that you can make it through the next week. Depression can be a nasty, savage beast.
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