utopiaSenior Contributor
Depression creeping up again
God I hate this. Wasn't the best yesterday but today is bad. Had to talk to my worker about the ex crazy psychiatrist and what he tried to do. And the day the police came and wanted to take me to hospital. Trying not to 'feel' it all again. They are just stories. I don't have to relive the emotions.
But I'm sad. I'm restless. I'm jittery. I'm off. Out of sorts.
Sliding down towards my depression.
Feel like crying but can't.
Just told my son he needs to pack a bag to stay at my mums house tonight. He doesn't look impressed. But I don't have the energy to explain it to him again today.
Such a hard day.