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Something’s not right

THE dark side

THE dark side

No one ever gets why I do what I do
I just wish that someone can see all my pain
That one person I wished to see it never did
And now I’m left here alone and confused

That one person who I trusted so much left
Now I can’t tell what’s wrong from right
She meant the world to me
She left so suddenly
It was so stupid
I’m left here to cry myself to sleep

Everyone tells me not to cry but they never know why I do
They wonder what’s behind my walls
What am I hiding from them?
I’m hiding everything from everyone

That is left unexplained
They always ask me why I’m so distant
I never tell them why
I’m afraid of the things that I have to hide
My problems are like an untouched checklist
Never to be solved
Never to be completed
It just sits there making me feel horrible

There so lucky
They don’t know my dark side
The side that they don’t see in me
The one person that will never show
They will never know

I was always left to fight my battles alone
I constantly struggle through everything
I thought I was going to get some soldiers along the way but no
No one to pick me up when I fall down
No one to really understand,
Who I truly am
Everyone has their own dark side
But what am I?

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So first thing you do is turn your back on him like you have before @Bubbles3 - and tell him that you are stronger than him and he can bugger off....

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next @Bubbles3 tell him I am siutting on your shoulder and won't let him come near you - that together we are even stronger

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he wont leave @Zoe7

he is behind me watching everything i do . he is getting that im writting on here about him

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I second what @Zoe7 says Bubbles
... tell him to bugger off 👍🏻

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while he is behind you - you can't see him @Bubbles3 and if you can't see him then he will get the message and eventually leave - he can't hurt you if you can't see him - breathe now Bubbly Boo - nice deep, slow breathes - I am sitting on your shoulder - watching out for him - he won't be able to get close as together we are stronger....

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he doesn't MATTER @Bubbles3 - you matter and you are surrounded by people here that will stand sit with you - Mark can definitely bugger off!!!!

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Hi Bubbles,

From what you have said I am really concerned about you and Kellys safety, if your life is at a threat then please ring 000 now.

I want to acknowlege how much you need support right now and how scary it must be for you right now, however as this space is not one for crisis experiences and i am weary of how others in the community may get triggered by this conversation. Hence I strongly encourage that you send us a private email so we can support you in that medium and that you do call 000 if there is a immediate threat.

NewDawn

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i sent a email back @NewDawn

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thaks @Zoe7

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@NewDawn Mark and Kelly are part of Bubbles3 DID - they are not 'real' people - I am with her - we have been through this many times before - it is ok!

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