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@heartathome Yes, so true, for us depressed people even floggings do not stop us from holding onto the only One who can save us so we may be.

Depressed for a bit and i always caved in, the big guns inside of me aimed at me. Depression making it out to be i done everything ALL wrong - you know what i mean?

@ENKELI @Realness @AlwaysMyself @tyme @MissGremlin

In the end no medication could take this reality away for me, but dinning the grace of God, because of the faith of Jesus Alive. Faith in Jesus has me face the red dragon no sweat at all. His love in my life brought me the Cloud of witness in self i have been set free by His loving truth. Where inside myself i see Jesus daily reign me good life from.

And, slowly, over all this time, most of myself in Him Chosen and Anointed to rule beside Him over my life from Heaven have been placed in position. Such a sight in my inner world of being is always marvelous in my sight.

For my past life in sin had always done away with me in these righteous selves of inner being within me. Think here about loosing life in our innocence, (childish) love, faith, hope, trust, purity, acceptance, safety, unstained by grievous sins, and being loved for who and what you are. It are in these selves Jesus has been raising me from my death in sin and placed myself beside Him in to rule my daily life.

i have loved learning to understand His salvation intellectually, but living The word is something that is beyond words to explain better than The Word already does.

Especially seeing The Sheep and those (scape) goats, we have to get rid of in the spirit of unholy deeds, always excites me after send away Jesus' righteousness in Spirit is.🤣)

Thanks for sharing @DownMoreThanUp . So true... we are sometimes the scapegoats unfortunately.

Hey my Christian family @heartathome @DownMoreThanUp @ENKELI @Realness @AlwaysMyself

I'm really enjoying reading the inspirational readings here.

you know what i mean?

I feel really dumb but I don't understand what you mean by i always caved to get the big guns out inside of me against me in the past What are the big guns? 🤔

Are you still dealing with the depression as well as the anger?

I can imagine how easy it would be for me to think that I've done everything wrong and that everything is wrong if I had depression.

It's not hard to think that I've done everything wrong with anxiety as well. I know anxiety is just trying to keep me safe. I'm learning to live with it instead of medicating. Who knows, we might even become friends! My life is a glorious, complex mess @DownMoreThanUp but God's right there with me! Praise Him, hey! Thank you for caring! Sending much love 💜

@tyme So true my friend!

i understand this making us a scape goat is always the sick work of that red dragon accuser, or better known as THE DEVIL, often ruling our guilty stricken conscience, along with her 10 mates ruling misery down on us birthing Christ's New Life in our faith.

That is how Scripture in Spirit explained this to me fighting for the faith to trust Jesus' Voice, despite what my religion had indoctrinated me to believe our purely loving Heavenly Father becomes a tyrant within demanding i do as told, and quick before he throw me in hell - a real abomination to be!)

Where instead of our Heavenly Father the great harlot Babylon is the spirit of my world's and (nation's idols) religions drinking the life blood of myself Chosen in Him, enforcing world's/religion's laws, rules, morals and values totally devoid of Holy Spirit. Revelation 17:1-18

@heartathome @ENKELI @Realness @AlwaysMyself @MissGremlin

Faith in God's loving grace KNOWS beyond doubt that only the goats - that is those who inflict the suffering on us in our Sheep, resisting us in our faith the love of Jesus. (for when we hurt wrong we are ALWAYS God's/Christ's Sheep/Child,)

This song speaks faith nicely i thought.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1adaqZ-UM7c&list=RD1adaqZ-UM7c&start_radio=1

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@Realness wrote:

Hi @tyme ,

Thanks for your interest and encouragement. I'm really glad you enjoy them.

They are now part of my [almost] daily Bible reading. For years I have worked on a big document with lots of translations of each book of the New Testament. At the moment I am working on what I hope is the last two translations so I transcribe the chapter in both of those versions. After I have done this I then open my existing big document with lots of translations and revisit the chapter. From the different versions I come up with the daily summary. The source is the Bible but the wording is a mixture of the translations.

This may be a bit too detailed - hope it makes sense.

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Yes! It makes a lot of sense! Thank you for taking the time to share! @Realness

@heartathome The BIG guns were my own religious demands in my religious alter to keep me in check in my raging and paranoid alter. So for me the BIG GUNS in me when within myself I shoot at myself at me in my weakness, and kick myself when i'm down. My life story is one of conflict between myself with myself. Literally with murderous intent facing myself within myself inside of me.

Hard to explain really.

So yes i do still get depressive moods, especially when i stop taking perky/uplifting meds for too long. No i'm not raging any longer, and neither do i go psychotic any longer, but i have much life in angry selves where i have been suppressed for many years using meds and now need to learn how to love true, like Jesus has been teaching me my other self/alters.

Emotionally and spiritually i'm years behind on my paranoid alter for example. i think Jesus saved me already sometime around 2011 from being overcome by the schizophrenic terror i suffered from in my paranoid self, which had ruled me so merciless since i was a little kid. So i'm 14 years behind there spiritually all because of my unbelief and my concerted efforts to sabotage myself in my unbelieving raging alter constantly denying myself progress in my faith in my other alters stuffing everything up raging when i was ruling my daily life (Usually because while in my other alters, i ran out of the meds suppressing myself like that. (Such dramas ended me in hospital many a time in the past))

i hope that explains it.🤗

(And of course we are going to be good friends my dear Sister. We are going to live life forever in His bliss. There will be no harm done to anyone over there and neither will there be pain living inside of anyone anymore either. Such is what awaits us in Christ, even Today, as such is our journey, to leave all pain behind and find our life in Him alone! (Hebrews 4)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rn9-UNer6MQ&list=RDrn9-UNer6MQ&start_radio=1

Sitting with you @heartathome 🙂

It sounds very complex, but I think you have explained yourself well @DownMoreThanUp Thanks for taking the time for me. I look forward to meeting you one day. We'll know each other in Heaven, however we are. Well, I've heard that somewhere. Not sure if it's in the Bible. I know you'll know if it is, especially if it's in Revelations 🙂💜

@heartathome Yes of course does the Word of God teach this truth. Think here of the parable of the rich and poor man. Or if that is too spiritual for you as evidence, do ponder on Jesus calling our Heavenly Father The God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. Our Father is The God of The Living! Always has been, for it is His breath/Spirit that gives us our life spirit - our sense of self - our i am, a small version of The Great I AM ALL (true and good) life and existence proceeds from.

@tyme @ENKELI @Realness @AlwaysMyself

However not only from Scripture but also from real life experience do i know in Heaven we know each other and everyone knows you. Once many years ago, very overcome, and with only very little hope and trust in God's truth, Jesus took me up into Heaven with Him in my paranoid alter. An experience i at the time i did not understand as living the word as described in Revelation chapters 4 & 5, but later this became clear to me, the Spirit showing me, and having me relive the experience line for line. Teaching me at the same time to learn to heed the word (FIRST) in Spirit and never only literally.

Anyhow i experienced Heaven as everyone (who ever lived in God's truth/His Child) is with you as One, and you are with everyone as One. Not only people are you and you them all existence is you and you are all existence. There is no ranking in God, apart of The Father and The Son In Spirit but that is all of humanity as well.

Also not only are you in Heaven in the self, at the time, taken up into Heaven, but in Heaven we are in all the self that has been us in our past life, as well all the self we will be yet in the future, as such is living eternity in, and with Jesus/The Lamb as described in chapter 5 of the book of Revelation.(as well as Chapter 7 and again in chapters 20-22.)

An experience so good, that there are no words to describe what it is really like up there with Him. i do know that now i gnash my teeth in my raging alter, not believing the experience even causing myself in my paranoid alter much hardship denying myself the time Jesus had me spend with Him Upstairs. Branding myself psychotic. (Maybe you remember my poem 'The Least of my Existence', i posted it in a trigger warning some time back that is what the poem is really about - Jesus coming to pick me up and meeting/living our Heavenly Father in Spirit. ) i sure wanted to die the 'God experience' at the time, so i would never have to come back down here, but Jesus taught me faithfulness in the end, by giving it to me, so i will be eternally thankful He had me pick up myself in my other fallen selves/alters.

More and more Heaven is coming down to/into me, even as The Living Word takes over the places in my life once ruled by sin's misery.

Be of very good courage.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pnwJos32IDI&list=RDpnwJos32IDI&start_radio=1