Christian Chat

@MissGremlin really appreciated!

@ENKELI Yes indeed! 'In due time' gives enormous confidence. For God's salvation it is a (seed) growing process where the holy seed of His loving truth grows us a fruit bearing inner self. Ttransforming our desolation into the Paradise He determined for us with our Heavenly Father.

@Realness @heartathome @tyme

i've been struggling with nausea today, all day already! Its been a real drag. Have a phone consolation from the hospital next week about this, but not very confidant they can help me. i have struggled with nausea on and off since my early twenties, but it has never been as bad as the last three years.

i put a nicotine patch on so at least i have a little energy from that and it also helps stabilise my mood.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DWVSZt-fAdQ&list=RDDWVSZt-fAdQ&start_radio=1

@DownMoreThanUp have you ever had an explanation for the nausea? To have been suffering all day is just horrible, you poor thing.

Struggling with nicotine addiction is difficult too, it took me many years to finally quit smoking - and I thank God for it finally being so easy to do so. I knew I had to have Him on my side or I would fail like I had many times before.

Look after yourself and I pray the nausea leaves you soon xo

@ENKELI Thanks.

i have seen doctors about it many times. They want to have a look in my stomach for they have not been able to find anything with their other test.

No i do no longer struggle with a nicotine addiction but use patches sparingly when i feel drained and down. Nicotine taken through patches has no addictive qualities i found but only remain effective when used a few days on and then double that off.

Health benefits of nicotine

@ENKELI

I appreciate the reply.

I'm assuming this was directed at me, as not many claim to have conceived a child at 6 years old.

I respect that you believe this to be false.

Your beliefs are your beliefs.

My story, my history, my values and my faith are part of my journey.

Regardless of what you believe in regards to my experiences, it does not change my belief of them being fact.

It does not change that God holds every child I carried in his arms, as I hold them in my heart.

Your belief does not diminish their existence or my experiences.

@avant-garde we are all free to share our facts and fictions online. When God gives me a warning sign about what someone may allege/claim/state I take His word for it, not the allegation/claim/statement.

I really don't feel anything much about it all now. I was more annoyed with myself that I believed many falsehoods and fantastical fairy tales that were told to me, both on and offline. If it helps you to share your stories then go for it. Your "fear" of me is not an expression of me as a person as much as it is you and your view of your world. I think you are very lonely and need validation (as we all do at some points in our lives) and I am sorry you feel that way. I used to feel lonely too but I made sure I spent time with God, moving on from the past and believing only what I need to believe according to God.

May God have mercy on you as He does all His children.

That's so good @Realness Good to know you're okay! 😊💜

I loved the added 'in due time' too! 😁💜

@DownMoreThanUp oh wow I didn't know that about nicotine. Thanks for letting me know xo

@ENKELI @avant-garde @heartathome @tyme @MissGremlin @Realness

(My attempt at poetry tonight.)

Truth's Agony Is Ours!

Truly Hell's saddest truth
Alive within us
is that it is our Lord's!
For His Hell is letting the truth
of the lies ruling
curse misery on His Life. (Isaiah 53:3-9)

Hell is the agony of the darkness
lies brought into His Being
dimming The Light of His Existence!
Therefore Hell hotly barbecues
yes always deep fries
God's love burning wickedness! (Micah 7)

For Hell must dispose of The wicked,
not set them free
crucifying our good life from Him!
Because dragged down deepest pain,
we meet The Life of Jesus down below
His truth saving us from lies misery. (Colossians 3:3-4)

Hi @heartathome , @DownMoreThanUp , @Appleblossom , @ENKELI , @tyme , @AlwaysMyself , @MissGremlin , @REDLINEZ750 ,

John 20 (and John 21 follows - two chapters today)

- Mary Magdalene goes to the tomb early the first day of the week.

- The stone is rolled away. Mary tells Simon Peter and John.

- Simon Peter and John run to the tomb. It's empty except for the linen cloths.

- Mary sees two angels in the tomb.

- Mary talks with Jesus!

- Mary tells the disciples.

- Jesus comes and stands among the disciples. "Peace to you!"

- Jesus shows the disciples His hands and side.

- Jesus breathes the Holy Spirit on the disciples! "If you forgive the sins of anyone, they're forgiven . . . "

- Thomas wasn't there and doesn't believe.

- Eight days later Jesus stands among them again. "Peace to you!"

- Jesus shows Thomas His hands and side. Thomas believes.

John 21

- Simon Peter, John and five other disciples go fishing. They catch nothing.

- Jesus on the shore the next morning. Tells them to put the net to the right side of the boat. Net full. 153 fish.

- John recognises Jesus.

- Peter rushes to Jesus.

- Jesus asks Simon Peter three times, "Do you love me?" In His replies he tells Simon Peter to Feed My lambs, Shepherd My sheep, Feed My sheep.

- Jesus predicts Peter's death: a death that will glorify God when Peter is old. Jesus tells Peter to "Follow Me."

- Peter points to John but Jesus directs Peter back to his own life. "You follow Me."

- John ends his book by saying if everything Jesus did on earth was written down there wouldn't be enough room on earth for all the books.

Jesus breathes the Holy Spirit on the disciples. The first thing that Jesus mentions is forgiveness!